Freezing Moon

Goner

Hellhammer took me to his room and slammed the door and threw me on his bed by my wrist," what the absolute fuck did I just walk into!," Hellhammer was loud as hell. " That's it, that is! I'm sending that little fuckboy Sweed back from where he came from," he slammed his fist into the wall. " Why is it you can get skunk drunk and go to strip clubs but I can't love someone," I raised my voice, which is pretty uncommon. " Oh," Hellhammer chuckled. " Love that's great! You can't love that! That's funny! Besides you don't need some boy to ruin your life," he laughed which then turned into a low growl. " Pelle is not a "that" and you know what he isn't ruining my life but you are," I screamed the last part with the tears flowing down my face ruining my corpse paint Dead did for me. Hellhammer punched me and his fist followed by black was the last thing I saw.

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After what felt like forever I finally saw light, I was in Euro's room and he had the window open letting a little breeze in. When my eyes opened the first thing I saw was a sitting Euro smiling right above me with his hair falling down on to my face," oh you are finally up," he chirped. I sat up and looked at him, he gave me a little cheese to snack on and looked out the window," don't worry about your brother Necrobutcher is taking him to town so you won't have to see him for a while," he spun his back around to me. " Where's Dead," I asked. " He's using the bathroom but don't worry I fixed him up after Hellhammer left," he said. " I think it's best if me and him leave, at least for a little bit until things mellow out," I sighed. " Oh, I'm going to really miss you," Euronymous looked down and blushed. " I-I just wanted to let you know that I always - loved you," Euro blushed. " I-I I've known that for a while," I stuttered. Euro kissed my cheek tenderly and then moved to my neck then looked at me," Euro, I love Dead I really love him, but I also love you but as a brother, I know it's a different than what you want but I do care about you deep with my heart and you are always in my mind," I smiled weakly putting my hand on his chest.

"Well, you too better get going before your brother gets back, call me okay?," Euro gave me a pat on the back as Dead walked back in. As soon as Dead came in we got our stuff together and told Euro goodbye and left without a trace. I plan on coming back to the band, Euro and Necro are like brothers to me and I just can't leave them forever. We hopped on a train and plopped down laying my head on Dead's shoulder wearily," I have no clue where we're going to go," I sighed with nostalgia of last time we didn't know where we were going and ended up back at the hotel. " I have an idea," Dead said as he laid his head on my mind and wrapped me in his strong loving arms as the sun set. " What is bae?," I asked nestling my head into his chest causing him to shift. " Why don't we go back to where I came from, Sweden," he mumbled grasping my hand in his. "Oh Dead darling, I love that idea take me to where you used to live, I'd love to see it," I smiled. " Of course," he smiled kissing my forehead.

It didn't take to long before it was time for dinner and Dead's stomach was gurgling like crazy," Dead darling you need to eat, you are starting," I said as the dinner cart came around. " Okay, okay," he said. Once the cart came around to us I swear he took nearly everything else that was still left and placed it on the little table in front of us, and within minutes he was scarfing it up like he has never seen food before causing him to have one big burp," excuse me," he blushed. I couldn't help but laugh which made Dead cross his arms, roll his eyes and smile at me. After dinner Dead pulled out a blanket from his bag and put it over the two of since it is now way past when sunset and it is pretty cold," sweet dreams my sweet," Dead smiled while placing a wet kiss on my cheek then snuggling into me, the body heat was nice. " Goodnight my Dead darling," I murmured while placing a gentle kiss on his neck. I think I still want to elope with Dead but it would be best to wait until we get to Sweden and chill out a little bit.