Freezing Moon

Little One

Over the past few months Dead has been nothing short of just sweet, I feel a little guilty though because I'm the reason why he had to post prone the tour, "hey, it's okay right now your what comes first, the fans can wait, " he smiled while getting me another bowl of ice cream. It felt so nice to have Dead by my side the entire time aside for while I was at work. He really hates it when I go to work, "you really should just stay at home and try your best to relax, " he squeezed my arm. I don't think anyone would know just by looking at him, but he is a beautiful, compassionate, loving man, just misunderstood that's all.

As morning reared it's head I wobbled down stairs for breakfast where Necrobutcher had a place on the couch sat up for me and Euro came over holding a tray of food for me, "here you go, " he said handing it to me. "Thank you, " I looked up to the two men and smiled. Neither of them knew that I was pregnant, I don't want it to be a problem for them and so far have been able to hide it very well. Euro turned on the TV and within seconds I felt a sharp pain and began to scream, Euro caught me as I nearly fell off of the couch and accidentally vomited on him while Necro ran to the phone frantically. Everything got really blurry and after roughly ten minutes I felt Euro's arms leave me as I was put on a bed. Then all went black.

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My eyes fluttered opened as light came, so my eyes adjusted, once my vision was finally clear I saw four worried faces hovering over me, it was the guys. "Okay guys give her some space, " I man in a white coat said something else and everyone of the guys except for Pelle left the room with worried glances. Pelle grabbed my hand, " if you need to squeeze it, squeeze it as hard as you need to, " Pelle looked at me with a compassionate glance. Right after that I knew what was going on because instinct kicked in and I was pushing like crazy, I was giving birth and god was it painful, I was squeezing on to Pelle's hand so hard it should have knocked him out. Soon, it was all over and the doctor took the small body that came out from me away just leaving me with Dead.

"Congratulations miss, you gave birth to a wonderful baby girl, she's very healthy, let me get the stuff ready and after signing some papers you can leave, " the doctor said handing Pelle and my baby in my arms closing the door behind him. "She gorgeous, " Pelle moved a finger on her smiling lightly. "What should we name her darling," I asked him putting a hand on top of his. "Hmm, " Dead hummed pondering it for a minute. "How about Raven, yeah she looks like a Raven dark and beautiful, " Pelle stated as I let him hold her in his arms. "I like that name it suits her, Raven it is, " I said putting my head on Pelle's arm beyond tired from giving birth. When the doctor came back in Pelle handed Raven back to me and signed all of the paperwork.

Once the doctor said it was fine for us to leave I swaddled Raven securely in my arms while gripping on to Pelle and we headed out to the waiting room where we were reunited with the guys. They all looked at Pelle and I in complete shock, then looking to Raven, " you were pregnant, " Hellhammer asked clearly flabbergasted. "Yes, " I said snuggling my head into Pelle's neck. "Well I didn't know it was that serious but congratulations you two, " Necrobutcher grinned giving Dead a side eye that said,"I totally heard your moaning ass"."What's her name, " Euronymous asked looking at her funny. "Her name is Raven, " I smiled down at her. "That's cute, " he responded. "Well let's not all just stand around, let's go home, " Hellhammer sighed with a smile gesturing us to the car. He drove us home making sure not to hit a single bump. Once we got home Pelle and I staggered upstairs to my room and changed into some nice pajamas then placed Raven between us making sure she was safe, both of us placing a kiss on the forehead and fell asleep together.