Mile jabse tum

chapter 33. Heartbreaking thoughts

Arhan pov.

The second I heard that she got into the accident I ran towards the car,

Right now I am driving towards the hospital while my mind is not working at all.

My breaths are going uneven thinking about her state.

What If she leaves me like people did in the past.

I sighed heavily while my eyes started to burn like they won't work anymore.

My head started to ache badly, while thousands of thoughts started to roam in my mind.

What if I got late.

My heart broke thinking this, I started to feel cold in my whole body,

My brain started to ache badly, as million of thoughts are tangled in my mind.

Thousands of regrets and question started to raise in my mind.

If something happens to her then I am over, I wanted able to live, I won't be able to even breath.

A phone call took me out of my thoughts, "arhan where are you?" I heard rayan voice.

I didn't spoke for few seconds, I stayed still, a lump formed in my throat making me unable to even say a word.

"Hello you there?" He asked again.

"A-actually" I shuttered and pasued,

"Actually what you are scaring me" I can sense concern visible in his voice.

"S-she caught in a-an accident" I felt my eyes getting glossy at this mere
Sentence.

"Who she? Wait" he paused, "Bhabhi?" He asked as I hummed not having enough energy to speak.

"I am coming there" he said hanging up as I parked my car running inside the hospital.

Before I could make my way towards the receptionist, I heard someone calling me, "mr.khan?" I turned around to see a doctor.

This is the same hospital where dad was admitted.

"I-" before I could speak, he said.

"I know why are you here, and I have to talk about mrs.khan condition only" the seriousness in his voice made my heart go numb.

No please don't say something bad, please I can't take it anymore.

He took me towards her, as she in a ICU,

I looked into the small window of the door, she laying on the bed with mask on her face and iv connected in her hand.

This broke me completely, I regretted leaving her, or hurting her.

I did very wrong to her and I can't even forgive myself for this.

My heart shatter looking at her like this,

Those smile laugh and giggles of her flashed in my mind,I changed those into sorrow.

I am at fault,

"She is in a very critical situation" I heard the doctor saying as I turned towards him.

"She has a very High chance of drifting to coma If she didn't wake up within twelve hours" he paused making me more terrible.

My heart fell in a pitch,

Please aaniya please be strong for me.

"She had a severe bleeding in her head and for some reasons she is having trouble, her mind is debating with her in this very situation so she has very high chances to drift to coma" he left the place making me go numb.