Mile jabse tum

chapter 36. The unwanted talks

Aaniya pov.

Or yakeen Mano Har sakhqs tumhe jannat tak ka sath nhi deta, par jannat tak ke safar ke leye yaadien zaroor de jata hai.

Some random thoughts hit my mind.

Right now, I am sitting on the couch it's past the afternoon, I am just laying on the couch doing nothing but staring at the wall.

Thinking if arhan is fine or not, if he has eaten or not because the last time I met maniha aunty she said that he doesn't eat or care about himself anymore.

But unwantdly I had to leave him, inspite of my heart breaking that it won't work anymore.

And I wished it really doesn't.

Because,

Whats the need of heart when the person who you are breathing for is far away.

Just then my phone rang indicating a notification,

I looked at the new phone, because the old one didn't survive, and luckily I had one with me.

Then my eyes went towards the notification, it's my nightmare daniel!

I opened the chat and saw some clips,

In one arhan was speeding, and in other rayan Bhai slapped arhan,

He deserved that for speeding that much.

And then in other, arhan was speeding and his car stopped with a jolt that his head hit the steering wheel.

I felt my stomach flipping at this clip, then my eyes went towards the message,

"Going crazy isn't he?"

I decided to reply him this time, because now he has crossed my patience limit.

And now I am relived that rayan Bhai is with arhan.

"Leave him alone" I replied back,

When he typed down,

"Ordering?" he questioned back.

"A warning?" I replied, and there was no answer,

I flipped my phone back, as I decided to do something with daniel.

I can't let him ruin my life again, like he did years ago I can't.

I closed my eyes leaning against the couch as I sighed heavily.

As I looked at the window which is covered by drops of rain,

I would be jumping  at the terrace if the situation was not like this.

I love rain so much,

I just love how the soil smells after the rain and the peaceful and cold weather wanting me to just feel my self and nothing else.

But right now

I am tired, I am feeling sick but I am not,

I am feeling like giving up everything, the stress is getting more and more making my head feel heavier.

My whole body is paining while my heart is burning with sadness.

Its been tough to survive.

The marriage, the moments and then suddenly entery of Daniel out of no where.

Is heard to digest that he survived?

Or it never happened.

I felt my heart crumbling at that thought,