Bound to Love (An Arranged Marriage Love story)

26. pain

Jaz's POV

"May be it's just yours, sweet heart?" Mom said while patting my shoulder for the comfort I couldn't feel.  I've been sitting here for hours crying my eyes out while shaking my head at her assumptions.

"No, it w-wasn't I don't wear dark red lipstick I hate that color on my lip's." 

I looked up at her with tears streaming down my face as i clutch her hands in mine. My mind has been swirling with questions such as

why would he do this?

what caused him to?

was i not good enough?

did he have a girlfriend before?

"Darling-" She was cutt of with the door slamming and 3 voices filling the silence of the house.

"Where's my favorite bhabe(sister in law)?!" I could hear arjun's voice echo through the house. Looking at mum with a desperate look, I stayed still my sniffling slightly quieting down but not much.I could feel he pit of my stomach start to bubble as my hands slowly started to curl into small fists, my hand quickly went to my mouth as i got to my feet feeling a sudden rise from my stomach. oh no...

Quickly as my feet could take me i ran out of the laundry room and down the hall bumping into 3 hard shoulders.

"Jaz?"

"sis!"

I could hear there voices call out while a thundering of feet was heard behind me as i slammed the bathroom door open and pulled the lid off letting the food once in my stomach be dumped into the toilet. Small tears feel from my eyes damping my cheek from the small burn in the back of my throat, I felt my hair being pulled back and a hand rubbing my back. I slowly pulled off of the toilet my fingers losing grip and weakening as i fell and curled up in a small ball.

"Shh get up slowly, I'll call the doctor." I shook my head not finding the strength to get up at all, my vision slowly starred to blur as I felt my head spinning a little. 

"Jaz no...stay with me!" I heard a deeper voice speak, it was once a melody now a harsh tone to my ears. I let darkness take over me slowly.

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"Mmm..." A small groan left my mouth as a cold metallic pendant touched my chest.

"Shh it's okay it's just your doctor." 

My eye's slowly fluttered open to be faced to faced with bright blue eye's and a warm smile. Yep that's doctor reed for you. My vision left from her to a face next to her, mom. They were the only two of them, plus me. I let the doc do her check up and she warmly smiled when she finished and looked between mom who was nervously biting her finger nails. "Congrats...you're pregnant."

My whole world stopped. 

I'm going to be a mother.

I squealed so loudly so did mom we both started jumping, well me on the bed and mom, literally jumping. While my doctor just laughed and clapped her hands, she got up and left the room. While mom hugged me tightly.