3rd person POV:
It was a rainy day. The jinx are back at it again. So you might be wondering who the jinx are so let me tell you. The jinx is a gang full of students, they're like the school bad boys. But the don't fight normal innocent people, they're a group that takes care of bullies, abusers, rapist, etc... The main members of jinx are Choi Seungcheol aka S.coups, Kwon Soonyoung aka Hoshi, Kim Mingyu, Lee Seokmin aka dk, Chwe Hansol aka Vernon, Lee Chan aka Dino and last but not the least The Web Junhui.
They help the poor people that are left out by society as they're society's outsiders (idk what they call it, so bear with me) . And do they have boyfriends? ...
Yes. S.coups has Yoon Jeonghan the devil in angle disguise. Dk has Hong Jisoo aka Joshua, Jeonghan's evil twin but is a gentleman (not really, he's a petty and witty ass bitch) . Kwon Soonyoung has Lee Jihoon aka woods, the music genius with anger issues (he will hit you with a guitar if he wants so better stay away from that little midget). Kim Mingyu has Jeon Wonwoo, the bookworm and a gamer (the only sane person in that heck of a group) . Vernon has Boo Seungkwan, the gossiper who is a sassy little piece of shit (mess with his friends oh it will be your last day buddy) . Dino the maknae of the group has Samuel, the actual youngest (but he acts more mature than his hyungs sane but is losing it) . Junhui on the other hand is single. So he has no one to share his problems, to cuddle with when he feels lonely, to flirt with in front of his friends to tease them like they do to him, to kiss and greet him when he gets back home. So he just third wheel the others a lot.
And it's taking a toll on him. He needs someone that will understand him, someone that will care for him unconditionally, someone that will love him. He has been waiting and waiting and waiting for that person but he's starting to lose hope. He's starting to think that he isn't meant to have a lover, a soulmate.
Junhui's POV:
Ugh... Why do I have to be alone. All my friends are either on dates or doing things with their lovers. Why can't I have my lover? Hmm? Do you hate me universe? Do you hate me so much that you don't even want to give me a soul mate?
I didn't realize I was crying. But how could I not. I've never felt so lonely, useless and vulnerable before. I just want someone to understand me... but I guess that's never gonna happen.. Why? Why? Why does this have to happen? Am I not suffering enough already? I'm a society's thrown out. I'm a loser. A sore loser who has no one. I know I have my friends but still... why? My parents hate me and kicked me out because I was gay... that was also the reason I was thrown out of society... I started to fail in class, in people, in myself, I started to fail in everything... It's only a matter of time before I fail my friends.
As I was crying it started to rain. As if the universe is crying with me as if it's not its fault. I felt angry. I felt sad. I felt lonely. I felt agony. I felt pain. I felt furious. I started to throw all of things I see in anger.. I don't even know anymore the emotions are too much... Please make it stop... Please don't hurt me anymore...
After that I stopped throwing things. I knelt down on both my knees years still falling.
" Please.. s-stop...
I b-beg you... I-it's too m-much"
I broke down entirely. Deciding to end all of this pain. I ran outside into the pouring rain hoping a car would just hit me on the way. I ran to an abandoned building. When I got there I started to hit my head on the wall. Bang my hands and body against it. Why am I not dying yet? I continue to do this for a while until I just gave up.
" I can't even kill myself. I'm pathetic. I'm a pathetic loser. I hate myself. I'm a worthless-"
" No you're not. "
" H-huh? "
" No you're not. You're not any of those things. You're an amazing person I think I'm not sure since I don't even know you-"
" So go"
" What? "
" So go... You don't even know me.. You don't have to do this.. I know you'll just leave when you get to know the real me. Everyone leaves and you will too. So... pls don't come in to my life if you're just gonna leave later. I'm not a door... I'm a human... If you open and close the door too much it gets hurt and I do too... "
" I'm sorry.. "
" Why? It's not your fault... I don't even know you.. So.. don't blame yourself for something you're not apart of.. "
" But I want to.. "
" W-what? "
" I want to be apart of your life... I want to help you and I'm not doing it because I pity you. I'm doing it because everyone deserves happiness. And so do you. So let me be in your life. Let me help you... Junhui... "
" Huh? H-how do y-you know m-my name..? "
" Uhh you're part of the gang jinx. Everybody knows who you are... "
" Of course... " I chuckled bitterly.
" Hm? "
" Of course. Of course you'll know me from the j-jinx... The society's thrown outs... The good for nothing losers-"
" Hey hey hey! I'm not saying it like that. I know jinx because they help people that are like them. People like me. "
" Eh? What do you mean? "
" Remember when you saved a boy from getting raped by a guy in an alleyway... "
I nodded my head as a yes... Before it struck me.
" Y-you! Y-you're the..."
" Yup I was that boy you saved me that day... Thank you... "
" But why? "
" Hm? "
" Why are you here? "
" To help you of course. You helped me when I was at my lowest so it's my turn to help you at your lowest. I'm sure of that....
I'm Minghao, Xu Minghao " the boy said as he took out his hand.
" Junhui, Wen Junhui " I said as I shook Minghao's hand.
As soon as I touch his hand it made my stomach do crazy things I can't explain. And the way he smiles makes me feel warm. He looks so precious. So precious that I want to protect him at all cost. I snapped out of my thoughts when he said..
" Let's go. The rain's getting heavier and we'll probably get sick. "
After he said that he took my and ran towards which I'm guessing his house.
I felt the electricity went through my body when our hands touch. And that's when I knew he was the one.
The one I've been waiting for.
The one that's for me.
The one I need.
The situation we met wasn't ideal. But it was magical. He made me feel like a human being for once. Even though I was being a crybaby he stayed. So yeah...
I met the one while I was being a crybaby.
The End
Oh my god.... This is so ... Interesting for me to write. I took inspiration from Tokyo Revengers OP sooo yeahhh.... It's nice btw jinx is the Korean version of Tokyo mangji gang. Hope y'all like it!!!Byeeee
