When Two Worlds Collide Continuation

Chapter 31

BRIONNA P.O.V.

Get the fuck on! Like what the fuck are you fuckin stupid?! Nigga it don't matter your done! I yelled at Shooter while walking to my apartment.

Nah fuck outta here, you a sleezy ass bitch! Fuckin my bestfriend though?! Out of all people you choose to fuck on my brother!

Did you not here anything I fuckin said stupid?! I fuckin wish I had the fuckin courage to fuck him. I'd fuck him in your fuckin face! Especially if I wasn't pregnant! But you know what yes I kissed him! I did! Muthafucka I wanna hurt yo ass so fuckin bad but I can't bring myself to do it. You don't really give a fuck which is the crazy part you just wanna argue cause your drunk!

I'm not drunk. I came over here last night to talk to you! And that's the shit I see! He mushed the side of my face.

Stop putting yo fuckin hands on me. I pushed him away from me. "Go back to your bitch! And leave me the fuck alone!"

You is my bitch muthafucka! Fuck outta here, you married to me!

Yeah and that was a fuckin mistake!

Now it was a mistake, you been with me all these years and now it was a mistake. He grabbed me by my hair pulling me back to him.

James get off of me! You don't fuckin love me, you never did and you never will!

How the fuck you gone tell me I don't love you bitch!

Get off of me! He had a fuckin grip on my hair.

Nah how the fuck you gone tell me what I feel? You in my head? You in my fuckin heart? I should really beat yo ass right now I swear to God I wish you was not pregnant! And you really got the fuckin nerve to fuckin say that's not my fuckin baby! Tried to say you was fuckin with another nigga during that time but all you did day in and day out was have my dick in your fuckin mouth. 24/7 type shit I was fuckin you 3 times a day damn near. He let go of me pushing me almost making me fall.

Leave right now! I swear to god!

You swear to go what? What the fuck you gone do beside make me more mad!

What the fuck is you so fuckin mad for. You cheated on me! I couldn't be more fuckin sarcastic when I said there go a fuckin hall pass! You turned around and really fucked the next bitch like it wasn't shit! Like you didn't have a whole family. And god knows how long y'all been messing around before! I wouldn't be as fuckin mad if you didn't call me and I heard y'all having sex on the phone. THAT BITCH SAID SHE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! MUTHAFUCKA THAT SHIT HURTS!!! AND THAT WAS WAY AFTER A WEEK FOR A HALL PASS WAS UP SO ONCE AGAIN HOW LONG WAS YOU FUCKIN HER BEFORE? You continued to fuck her after. I gave you a fuckin test and you failed! You fuckin failed muthafucka! I hate you! I fuckin hate you! You ruined my life. I wish you never fuckin came into my fuckin life. I wouldn't be standing right here with a broken fuckin heart, trying to raise three kids on my fuckin own! I gave you the best of me and nigga you spit in my fuckin face! I'm out here trying to save your ass day on and day out and this is what you do to me! I rather you have told me it's over you wanted a divorce before you went to fuck the next bitch. I would of had more respect for you if you would of did that but no your a fuckin pathetic ass loser who will never be shit for as fuckin long as you fuckin live. I fuckin hate you. And I hope you and that bitch die! I yelled through my tears and he just stood there looking at me.

You hope I die! He wiped his mouth licking his lips in frustration. "You hope I die huh?!"

Yes cause I hate you!

You mean that!

No! I just want you out of my life forever. I wish I didn't have to deal with you anymore. You don't even fuckin love me what are you here for?! Leave! I'm begging you to leave! You can have everything. You can have the house the cars all of it. I have my own and I will rebuild everything just for my kids if that's what it takes to get you out of my life you can have it all I don't want shit!

Why the fuck do you keep saying I don't love you?

Because you fuckin don't!

I do!

No the fuck you dont! James I been begging you to love me since day one and you never did. You've always chosen another bitch over me! I can just imagine the shit you've done behind my back over these past years.

I haven't done anything behind your back these past years. I never cheated on you until now. I never gave a bitch the satisfaction of fuckin with me while being married to you. I thought about that shit so many fuckin times and never fuckin did it. I sat and I thought about this shit for fuckin days. I fucked up bad I'd be the first to admit that and I'm saying sorry for hurting you cause you haven't heard me say it yet. I love you with all my fuckin heart and I'd do anything in this fuckin world for you! Since day one I been in fuckin love with you. Your love scares the shit out of me cause I never ever thought in my life I'd be capable of being loved the way you loved me. After I sat and thought back to every single thing you've ever done for me nothing I ever did for you amounts to the shit you've done. And I owe you an apology for that as well. I'm the man I am today because of you. Everything was fuckin fine and dandy and fuckin perfect until this bitch showed up in my fuckin life. Killing Lisa trigger something in me. And I felt like you wasn't there for me when I needed you. But you was, I'd wake up from having nightmares and you'd be there. You'll put yo best foot forward to protect me all while being so tired and exhausted from taking care of business and home. And I didn't see that! It messed me up, she fucked me up and I fuckin panicked, I fuckin panicked then next thing I fuckin knew I was just mad at you taking my anger out on you. This bitch shows up wanting to do business. You as my wife but most importantly as my business partner I was dead ass wrong for doing business with her without tell you. Because I was mad at you I didn't tell you right away now muthafuckas was able to run back to you telling you what they seen. To me shit was all business I wasn't paying attention to how nice or friendly I was being to this bitch all I thought about was you! When I did tell you I hesitated cause I know you insecure and would think it's something other then it wasn't then you go off on giving me a hall pass and I didn't think you was serious and shit about that shit and I wasn't gone do shit cause I knew it was too good to be true and I loved you I didn't need that shit but you ain't answer the phone wasn't texting back nothing making me think you dead ass fuckin serious you gotta be done. Shit was pissing me off and I still didn't fuck that girl. I got home and seen my shit I admit I didn't give you a chance to explain or anything not paying attention to shit just going off. I thought you was dead ass done that's why my shit was packed I didn't know shit about what's fuckin going on. And I'm dead ass wrong for that. I just took my shit and left. You fucked my shit up and that's what made me fuck her! I was mad as fuck and I wanted to hurt yo ass. I didn't even know I pocket dialed you til that morning. But you move so quick and off emotion you already had divorce papers. Now I know it probably ain't no coming back from this shit cause when your done your done and I can see it all over you, your done but I love you with all my fuckin heart, I'm sorry, I wish I never fucked her or any of this shit leading up to this moment right here. Even if you don't forgive me know I love you and I will always be here for you and our kids.

I told you if you ever fuck up to the point where you cheat on me because giving yourself in anyway to another woman is where I draw the line then I'm done with you for good! I loved you with all my heart and soul and you broke me. You gave your love, your body, your mind to another woman. We can never come back from this! It's over I don't want you. Just worry about how your going to repair a relationship with your children if you even care.

Of course I care you know my kids mean the world to me!

Could of fooled me.....but I'm not gonna be bitter or angry or anything I know the love wasn't true and this isn't where you want to be. Like I said you can have it all if you want. All I want is my businesses I built and full custody of all three of my children!

I can't do that.....you once said if we was to break up or shit go left between us you didn't wanna do business together cause you need to be able to make sure your all set after. You can have your cars, the house, everything in the joint account, whatever you need you can have it. I don't wanna take a damn thing from you but I can't let you have full custody of the kids. Brionna I love my kids to death you know that! You know I can't live without them.

Cry me a fuckin river why don't you! You'll get them every other weekend and that's it!
Now leave, please sign my papers so I can be done with you forever!