When Two Worlds Collide Continuation

Chapter 36

JAMES P.O.V.

The kids was starting to fall asleep, I took Malike upstairs to his room first since he was knocked out. They barley made it to the end of the movie.

I brought Dream up to her room and laid her in her bed. "Daddy don't leave!" She said through gritted teeth fighting her sleep.

I'm not baby, I'm right here. I kissed her forehead and stroked her hair back until she was completely knocked out. I closed her door quietly and went down the hall to tell Bri I was leaving. She was still in the shower, well about to get out.

What the fuck do you want? She asked grabbing her towel to cover her naked body. Her belly was getting big and she was just so beautiful. I loved the way she transformed when she was carrying my children. It just something about her that was just so beautiful when she was pregnant. "What the fuck do you want?" She asked again snapping me out my daze.

They are sleep and in their beds....

Okay bye, let yourself out.

I'll be back in the morning to get them...

Make me a believer!

Can you stop cutting me off?

Can you be a fuckin father?

I'm fuckin trying to Brionna damn cut me some slack all this shit is new to me too!

James fuck you! You want me to cut you some slack? Ma nigga you can't simply find the time to take care of your kids?! That bitch got you so far gone huh? I work ever single day as DNP! Running a whole fuckin clinic at 31 weeks pregnant, taking care of two small children every single day and every single night! Still make it home on time to help with homework, cook dinner, and get them ready for bed. Run a laundromat, a daycare, responsible for 20 tenants, and let's not forget a drug empire. And you want me to cut you some fuckin slack? Yeah no fuck you! You don't deserve that shit! If anybody around here need to be cut some fuckin slack it's me. You can't even watch a fuckin movie with your kids. Your unfuckinbelieveable.

You think I want this shit to be like this...

Yeah I fuckin do actually!

I fuckin don't! I lost the most important shit to me and I'm tryna find balance of living life with this shit. I can't ducking. Make peace with you I'm doing everything wrong, I'm fuckin up as a father....

You got that the fuck right!

What you want me to do Brionna? Like seriously what is it?

I want you to sign my fuckin papers and be a decent father to your kids.

Ight you got it, you fuckin got it dude I'm not bouta fight with you anymore.

Good you piece of shit!

I kissed my teeth and took a deep breath. That's exactly how I felt like a piece of shit. That's all my mother use to call me. Maybe she was always right. That's just exactly what I am.