When Two Worlds Collide Continuation

Chapter 34

JAMES P.O.V.

How are you today? Amilia asked as I walked Into my office. For the past two days I been dodging her. If I don't see her I won't mess with her.

I'm straight, how you?

I'm okay! Commander want another meeting with us in about two months maybe less.

I won't be able to attend that...

Why not?

I told you my wife pregnant, she's due soon and if she gives me the chance or calls me and tells me she's in labor I don't wanna miss the birth of my child.

Oh, how far along is she? Do you guys need anything?

Nah we good!

Look I'm just tryna be helpful, I ain't never step on another woman's toes before but I really wanna try this with you!

Why? You really think I'm this good as nigga or something?! I asked folding my arms leaning back in my desk.

Shooter I know you are.....

You don't know me though, you don't even know my real name! You think I'm some good ass nigga cause I been with her for all these years and ain't never cheat. That woman changed me and if it wasn't for her I'd dog every woman I've ever came across. I'm not a nigga you want to be yours I'll destroy you. You don't want me.!

Why do you say that about yourself? She didn't change you, you changed yourself.

Cause it's true! I ain't never been in no real relationship until I got with her. I ain't never even been in a relationship before her like at all. I'll fuck you, play with yo mind, drive you crazy and leave you.

No you won't!! If you feel like that, I can change you.....

You not listening dude.

I am! Shooter I am! When your with me your a whole different person. Your only problem is her! You was just miserable when we first met. The more time we spent together I brought you out your shell and made you happy. I just really want you to give us a try and if we don't work out then I'll leave you alone and we can strictly and I mean strictly mean business.

Amilia I told you before, if she tell me to come home I'm coming home. This shit would be a waist of time!

How do you know?

Cause I fuckin love my wife!

And I love you now what?

It took me over a year and a half for me to tell her I love her, I've never told another woman that in my fuckin life besides my sisters and my daughter. I won't love you. And if I ever did you wear your heart on your sleeve to much you'll get in your feelings if you don't hear me say that shit back.

No I won't!

Yes you will! I ain't tryna be rude but you not hear me.

Cause you think your in love with her and your not! Your only feeling sorry cause you got caught! Out of all this time we had together you never not once ever mentioned the fact that you had a wife! Or a family sin that case. If they was so important to you, why didn't you say anything?

Exactly! Cause she isn't! Y'all ship has sailed. She's already told you she doesn't want you nor wants to be with you. She signed the divorce papers and ready to throw your ass to the streets. I love you! I want to take care of you and make you happy and take all your stress away. Give me a chance! I'm begging you to see me!