Looks That Kill - Mötley Crüe Imagines

I'm Home - N.S.

♡ AND ☠︎︎

Your boyfriend Nikki has been on tour for a few months now. Nikki was your support in life,you've never thought good of yourself but he was there cheering you up. He was the reason you got up in the mornings,but since he's been gone it's been hard on you. You stopped cleaning around the house,showering, eating healthy food. He tried to make calls as often as he could telling you how worthy you are. But you just missed him,you being in his arms.
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Nikki opened the door to your house,shutting it behind him with all of his bags. He heard silence come from the house ringing his ears,which bothered him a little bit. He thought you would jump in his arms when you heard him open the door. "Honey?" He called out as it echoed,no response. "Baby?" He called out thinking you didn't hear him. "I'm in here." A small voice rang from the bathroom. He walked down the hall seeing the bathroom door open. The big bathroom that you guys rarely shared was open.

"Are you in here?" He said poking his head through the door way. A small "yeah." Filled that air in the bathroom. He walked in seeing you in the bathtub. "What are you doing in here babe?" He questioned "just wanted to relax you know?" You said in a hushed tone. Nikki gave you a concerned look as you never talked so quiet and you didn't jump out to see him. "Are you alright? Like, is everything okay?" He said sitting at the edge of the tub watching you stare at the ceiling. "Hm? Yeah why?" You lied and he knew you were. "You don't got to lie to me Y/N." He said being serious. You busted out in tears as you sat in the tub shaking your head "Tell me whats wrong,love..." he said sad watching you cry.

"It's hard,nik,it's hard." You said mumbling your words trying to not cry even more then you are right now. Nikki sat there confused,had something happen? What? "I j-just need you here." You sobbed "well,baby,I'm here now. Come here beautiful." He said grabbing a towel sitting it on his lap. "Nik,your my o-only support." You crawled into his arms not caring if you were wet. "I tried,I tired t-to clean up so you didn't see me like t-this." You sobbed as he rubbed your back listening to your words. "Darling~ I don't care what you look like. I love you." He said kissing your for head. "J-just don't leave me nikki,please,please." You sobbed "I won't." He hugged you even tighter

After you cooled down you began to say "It's so hard for me to think good about myself. Your the only person who tells me how much you love me and that im beautiful." He sat there resting his chin on your head "I'm so sorry darling,I tried over the phone. I'll never leave you or tell you you're not gorgeous. Never...." he said lifiting you up with his muscles to your bedroom. "I don't care how messy this house is Y/N or how bad you think of yourself, I'll always love you." He said placing you down under the covers. He layed down next to you as he kissed you,rubbing your back in circles.

"Now let's get some sleep,darling, I know your tired. I am too tommorow we can do what ever." He said as he held you close into a hug. "I love you." "I love you too." You both closed your eyes drifting off to sleep.