The Diary of Single Mom Life

Diary of Single Mom LIFE (other me)

Dear Diary!

I Cant believe what did I do yesterday ,I am judging my self for not finding real man and playing with toys need I need a real man.My daughter father called today he wants to take the kids on Cinema and as I shared my son doesn't know he is not his real did as he never saw his real didactically and my ex loves my son a lot I went in to the bathroom I needed to take shower, someone rang on the door I believe is my ex I called my daughter to open the door and I ca hear then happy. I just put the shower on and I hear steps I thought is Leo ,when pulling the curtains and my ex stayed upfrond of mee he wa s shocked same as me I was like WTF what you want why are you here he sayd he just wanted to tell me thet they are going out I said ok go and pilled back the curtains and put te shower on.but then in second he come back grabbed me ot of te shower pulled my naked body closeto his one,i sayd what are you doing the kids may see ,you have girlfriend, he said you are so pretty, and I stered in his eyes and kiss him,he kissed me back he kissed me everywhere ,pushed me on thwe wall,i told him no its not ok,but he started kissing me and I gave up my self my body neded it I need this, he was so deep in to me so hard that I could feel every inch of my body satisfied (I AM THE WORST PERSON EVER)that feeling after was something different I told him lets stop the kids arw wating but he was like thursti animal like he haven't had it for long.HOWEVER we finished and I told him this dosnt mean nothing I feel bad for Petra hi hugged me and told me I love you I sayd I see but we cant be together,he started asking why but there where so many questions in my head too did he changed really or he just missed my body mu p....y I don't know I sayd please go lets keep tha stuff the wy they are .Dear Diary after he went out with the kids that feeling of guilt fade awayi don't know if its normal but yesit just desapear.dressed my self after all that I took a cup of tea and started looking for new job a I coildnt had the last one suddenly my phone rang, omg is that beautiful person from yastarday ,but why is he calling me .

I picked up the phone and he said hi ,ar we going out tonight,but I completely forgot about that I said I am sorry I feel sick I cant th he said open the dor ,(WTF I THIUG)

HE WAS WITH HUGE SMILE HEY SICK MHHM he said and I pretended to cough yes very very sick,let me come in I will make you something he said ,I was shoked as my kids just went out with my ex and now this guy and I just had sex would he find out is it obvous when someone has it actualy I don't know,isaid yes come in and he come I sat and he somehow cooked really yum vegtuble soup I had to pretend to be very sick ofcoures,But I asked him why come I am sorry not truing to be rude but , I come to see you he sayd me ,you coe to se me ?yes he said why I asked and he sayd I come to see you just like that ohm ok I said(UT DIDNT BELIEVE HIM ATA ALL) he sat close to me and he started starring at me said do you know people say that who ever has 2 different colours of their eyes is blessed with 2 souls.

YES I know my grandma use to tell me that all the time. I said

but honestly why did you come I don't believe is just because of my eyes or this soup is something I owe yiu for my car or else.and he said I WILL TELL YOU TOMMOROW WHEN I SEE YOU. HE GAVE ME A SMILE AND HE WENT OUT. I DONT KNOW WHATIS HAPPENIG IS HE CRAZI OR THE OTHER ME IS AWEKINING BUT WILL SEE.

DEAR DIARY LOVE KATE.