Just Friends

Chapter 1~ Look at what you've done to me~

    "Alexis do me a favor and I'll love you forever." Amelia said with the sweetest eyes possible. I sighed and set down my phone. "What?" "Convince my mom to let me stay at yours tonight?" I sat up. "What? Why me?" "Cuz she likes you and couldnt say no to you!" "Fine but dont bug me too much at my house. I finally got past my writers block and i wanna get shit done." "Ooo adding more chapters? I cant wait to see what you come up with." "Something like that.." I said softly and turned back to my phone where I was currently writing my own story, a story about girl who was in love with her best friend. My story.

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_The story_
About two years ago I got into and out of a really bad relationship with a guy and honestly the fucker made me feel like shit. The constant bullying for leaving him was the most annoying thing ever. Nobody cared besides him and his friends but the point was his stupid comments hurt my self esteem you know? And when i was down and kicking myself i always had Amelia beside me telling me the complete opposite of what he told me.
She made me feel good.
When things died down with that idiot I felt sorta empty when Amelia wasn't hugging me and complimenting me as often as before. I missed that.. Alot.
So a couple months later I maybe, kinda started to purposfully get into teeny tiny fights just to get Amelia to comfort me. But not often so its not too bad! She was like my drug...The healthy kind.
But today I think was my drugs expiration date.
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Now today I didnt even pick the fight so it's not even my fault. See I was in class and this girl commented on my hair color. Its dyed a couple different colors like blue, purple and black. It wasnt something new people have always liked my hair but what was new was having someone to pull it to see if it's real.
Seriously the fuck?
So instinctivly..
I beat her ass.
Its not my fault man I'm tenderheaded and hotheaded.
This fight landed me in the principles office and it ended up being a whole ordeal. I had to get my classes changed so I wasnt with the girl now, it was dumb.
Buuuut.
I do have one more class with Amelia so WOOO!
I sat in my new seat in Amelias class, I was super excited to be with her but she didnt seem so happy about it.
I leaned towards her desk. "Hey you alright?"
She ignored me.
I poked her arm "psst Mels talk to me."
Her eye twitched slightly. "Alexis leave me alone I'm trying to get an education unlike you apparently."
I was a little shocked, she's never like this.
"Ok then.." I turned foward and kept to myself the rest of the class.

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After this class was the end of the day so when the bell rang. I was out of here.
Well not really.
I have to see whats wrong with Amelia first since she was being pissy.
I got up from my seat and stood infront of hers. "So. Care to tell me why Youre so bitchy?"
She stood up and stared me in the literal soul. "You have been acting out a whole lot lately and I'm getting really sick of having to make you feel better when youre hurting yourself you moron!"
I stood there blanked out for a second. "Look im not acting out.. I just have alot of problems with people and stuff.."
She rolled her eyes a pushed a strand of her red hair out of her face. "No Alexis this has never happened with you before. You used to be everyone's friend and now youre pushing people away for no reason! Its ridiculous! If this keeps up youre gonna push me away too.."
My heart sank into my stomach. I would never want to push her away shes the reason I'm doing this.
I closed my eyes and let out a breath.
"Alright.. I'll stop.. I'll go back to how I was..."
She eyed me from top to bottom. "Why the change?" "I cant lose you. You mean so much to me and if I can prevent you leaving me then I'll do what it takes." She smiled and hugged me. "I'm glad our friendship means so much to you."
I lazily put my arms around her.  "Yeah.."