Just Friends

Chapter 2 ~I want more~

It's been two weeks since Amelia told me off and I have changed since then but I cant shake the thought of us never being something more.
I was thinking that maybe I should move on.
First of all she is not into females and if she was why would she choose me?
Second if we ended up dating how would that even work? Could we still have sleepovers? Would we have sex???
And what if I just like her emotionally and we never do anything?
All these things and more ran through my head.
I really needed to get my mind off of her.. But it's hard to do that since she's my best friend and I always see her..
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About an hour later while reading some cheesy story I figured out what to do. I would tell her I'm going on a trip or something and say I cant text her for a while! It's not a great plan but it'll give me time to think things through better.
I pulled out my phone and sent her a text 'Hey I'm going on a trip with my cousin for winter vacay. I wont be able to text for a while' Not long after she responded. 'Aww let's hang out one last time before u go' I told her that was fine and so we made plans.
Honestly I wasnt to excited to see her.. I was nervous since I wasnt sure of how I felt about her..
Not even an hour later I heard a knock at my bedroom door. I got up to open it but before my hand touched the doorknob the door swung open and hit me in the head.
I stumbled back and dropped on the floor in pain. "Fuck what the hell. Who the hell? God! Shit my head!" I complained as I held my head.
I heard a gasp and felt arms around me. "Alexis I'm so sorry I didn't know!" Amelia held me tight. My pained head buried into her soft chest. "Please forgive me. I didnt mean to hurt you..." I could hear the regret in her voice which made me feel bad but I'm still an asshole soo..
My voice was muffled but loud enough to be heard "I-I think I'm gonna need... A hospital..."
She let go and looked me in the eyes. I couldnt help the smile that crept on my face. "You fucker you're not that hurt!" She pushed me off of her and stood up.
I groaned slightly "You did hurt me but I'm a bad bitch." I moved from the floor to my computer chair. "What are you doing here so early anyway?"
She dropped her bag on the floor and hopped onto my bed. "I wanted as much time as I could get with you before you go." I chuckled. "What a dork.."
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After Amelia settled in we ate dinner and she changed into her pajamas, now I just laid aloof on the couch waiting for her to find a movie on Netfilms. She stood infront of the tv as she browsed which I find weird, she could sit but she chooses to stand there? I didnt mind much because I was gaining more clarity on my feelings by the second with the way she was dressed. She wore some very teasing short shorts and a long t-shirt, no bra. "Anything look good to you" I stared at her intently. "Uh I havent been paying attention.." She gave me an exasperated look and went to make popcorn.
'Well now I know its not just emotional. And I'm a top.'
Amelia came back with the popcorn and sat down next to me. She chose a horror movie and snuggled into me.
'oh boy..'