INARA

76. Day after getting drunk

In between all the comments in my inbox and profile, I saw one little comment
"Are you okay?"

Thankyou for asking. You made my day a little bit more better.

To every readers who were eagerly waiting for INARA. I am sorry I made you wait,
Yet again.

I see your comments, and I will not run, without completing INARA.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

I am not sorry for being mentally, physically, and emotionally, not well. But I am so sorry for being irresponsible.

As an author, I believe that when we start a work we are responsible for the satisfaction and greetings of the readers that we achieve on our journey with our work, and multiple times I haven't been what I really had to be.

I was in a phase.

And even if I did try, I wasn't able to find at least one satisfying and proud and smiling draft out of the numerous that I tried writing, okay enough to publish. It was as if I had forgotten how to write.

My favourite season of the year is when it rains cats and dogs, so I decided to wait while I work on myself, my health, and other things. It did rain by the middle of the last phase of the hottest summer. I relinquished myself in the little coolness that the rain bought. I tried often, whenever I felt good to write and able-bodied to focus. But I couldn't.

Moving now to the real rainy months, I feel more refreshed. I realised one thing, I write focused and beautiful when I am hit hard with emotions, when I hear new favourite songs on loop, when I have a clear mind to think, when I am anxious, and when my favourite season arrives.

Thanks to those rainy nights,

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