(20) Doubt

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ELLA POV

De Jesus Siblings

From: Ate Joyce
Pot @elladejesus ? what's that accusation between you and your teammates?

From: Kuya Jorenz
Nukaba hindi naman totoo yan

From: Ate Joyce
yeah, but it hurts me sa mga harsh words nila kay Pot, why don't you defend yourself @elladejesus.

To: Ella
That's true, but we're in getting to know each other. please don't judge me pagod nako sa mga nababasa ko lately...

From: Ate Joyce
Why her??aware ka naman na she's famous here, gusto mo bang magulo yung private life mo?

To: Ella
Oo, just for her

I sat down with my ate Joyce and kuya Jorenz, preparing to share everything with them. When I started explaining, Ate Joyce stepped up and said she'd handle talking to our parents about it. At first, both of them seemed hesitant to agree with me. It felt like they were struggling to fully understand or accept my perspective.

As I poured my heart out about my feelings for Jema, I noticed a change in the room. The tension seemed to ease, and I could feel my siblings becoming more open to what I was saying. With each sincere word, I tried to express the depth of my emotions.

From: Ate Joyce
Make sure na mag wwork yan this time Jorella, ayoko nang mangyari sayo yung nangyari sa past relationship mo

....

FLASHBACK

" Susuportahan kita to achieve your dreams, pangarap mo lang to dati right?"

" but hindi ko kayang mawala sayo"

" hindi naman ako mawawala eh, papalakpakan pa nga kita sa every achievements mo"

" promise me po na kapag bumalik ako, ako padin"

" depende kung gaano katagal baka senior nako, wala ka padin maawa ka naman sakin"

" hahaha, i love you"

" i don't love you coz you're going to leave me haha eme"

" Bub!"

I'm completely dedicated to backing Rain's dreams, wherever they may lead. It's essential to me that she feels encouraged to chase her passions without feeling any pressure or barriers from me. But I can't deny that her choice to pursue professional opportunities in another country hurts. It's difficult knowing she'll be so far away, but I recognize the significance of her path

I can't promise what the future will bring, but I'm unwavering in my devotion to Rain. Even in the face of uncertainty, I won't seek love elsewhere. Rain has my heart, and I'll wait for her patiently while she pursues her dreams abroad, all the while supporting her from a distance as I pursue my own aspirations.

END OF FLASHBACK

Unexpectedly, after three years, I crossed paths with a girl who seemed to be facing life's challenges head-on. Intrigued, I decided to get to know her better. Little did I know, she would become the catalyst for reopening my heart to love once more.

As I spent time together, I began to feel something I hadn't experienced in a long time a deep connection, A deep bond and a deep feelings being around her filled me with happiness and a sense of completeness I had been missing. It was like she reignited a dormant spark within me. Day by day, my feelings for her intensified, surpassing anything I had ever imagined.

She has become my reason to believe in love again, and I am grateful for the unexpected twist of fate that brought her into my life

And that girl is Jema

" Love may tumatawag sa phone mo"

Nandito ako ngayon sa condo sya, hinatid ko si Milo na 1 month din na nag bubble sa bahay namin, este 1 month din nasa Navotas

" Answer it"

sya na yung pinasagot ko kasi nasa kitchen ako nagluluto ako ngayon ng dish for her

" my love unknown number po"

" okay give it to me"

sasagutin kona sana pero bigla syang nag request

" turn on your speaker"

" you don't trust me?"

natahimik naman sya and papasok na sana sya sa living room pero tinawag ko sya

" here sspeaker ko na po, nagtatampo kaagad eh"

then she smile

" Hello? sino sila?"

" Hi"

that voice

the unfamiliar voice

" Rain?"

Why did she have to show up now, just when I was starting to move forward? It felt like fate was playing a cruel joke on me, knocking me off balance when I least expected it. Despite my attempts to let someone new into my heart

I couldn't shake the question of what Rain's intentions were. Did she still have feelings for me, or was her return just a coincidence or gusto nya lang akong kamustahin?

Stuck between my past and present, I battled with my emotions. Would I stick to moving on, or would Rain's return revive our old story?

" bakit mo inend, sino yan?" - Jema

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