Ashantii's P.O.V
Really and truly mi need fi get ahold a miself, mi cah continue like this. As soon as Zy exited the kitchen Kash entered "Bae come look fi uh" he teased, yes him know seh mi like zy he's like my bestfriend we tell each other everything or atleast I think we do. "Likkle bwoi go find something constructive fi do and leave mi alone" I replied kinda annoyed not at him but at my situation "One smaddy can miserable so if Esther ah neva uh mada" "Hush mi neva mean fi answer uh so mi just hungry" or horny said my subconscious.
"Mommy come share eh dinner nuh before Ash kill mi and nyam mi" Kash shouted "Wah name nyam?" She ask walking in and slapping him on the back of his head making me laugh "Unu come from in yah mek mi share eh food" she added my phone needed to charge anyway since it was at 20%.
After going to my room to plug in my phone I stayed there awhile just scrolling on Instagram and liking a few posts. Then Kash came to tell me that mommy was calling me for my dinner.
Dinner went by with my parents along with Zyel having a conversation with my brother about his football and something else. I wasn't listening because I was distracted by the looks Zy was throwing my way. Weird.
After dinner my dad informed us that our grandparents were taking us to church on Sunday then Kash told me about his English S.B.A that he wanted me to help him with. I was trying to explain it to him but ofcourse him head tough and he wasn't understanding what I was sayingbso I told him I was going to get my laptop to show him an example.
I was all the way up the stairs when I remembered I left my laptop on the table in the dining room where I was using it last night.
Going back downstairs I saw Zyel standing at the bottom of the staircase making my clumsiness decide it was time to shine.
There was quite a few steps left when I tripped over my feet, Zy tried to catch me but the unexpected force of me coming down the stairs made us both fall with me landing on top of him with my hands on his chest. Mighty God what ah piece ah embarrassment.We stared at each other for a few seconds, my anxiety making it hard for me to move or breath. Get yourself together I screamed in my mind trying to snap myself out of it, thankfully it sorta worked. I quickly got up walking back to my room and going straight into my bed texting Kash that I'll explain the S.B.A to him tomorrow and email him a copy of the one I did.
It took awhile to fall asleep because all I could think about was the feeling of Zyel's body under mine but eventually I did dreaming of unicorns and rainbows. Lol just kidding.

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Love's Complicated
Storie d'amoreAshantii Bailey is an 19 years old from Manchester, Jamaica who is currently doing her second year of The Northern Caribbean University. She also has feelings for her dad's bestfriend, yepp you read that right. Zyel Clayton is a 36 years old busines...