Unexpected

Chapter Twenty-Five

I woke up around 1am and rolled over to see Ashton and Calum sleeping in their bed probably exhausted from the concert. I got up and went to the bathroom. I turned on the light and grunted as I peeked through my eyes, it was too bright. I looked in the mirror at the horror of what was my, my face. I grunted again and washed my face and brushed my teeth. I slid on my red bikini that barely covered my boobs or my butt. I started to head down to the pool and stopped at the stairwell. Would Michael be there? I pulled my hair out of the bun it was in and tossed it around. I got to the pool and Michael wasn't there. I frowned and got in the pool. I leaned up against the side and stared at the sky like I did the other night.
"Hey Ave." Luke said hoping into the pool with his red water ring.
"Hey." I said not taking my eyes off the sky.
"So Michael's been talking about you a lot these past few days." He said snapping my eyes away from the sky.
"He has?" I asked hopefully.
"Yep. You two need to have sex already."
"Sex then what? I go back to New York and he goes to the next destination on yalls tour? No I don't want a one night stand I want Michael. Now and for as long as possible." I said looking back up at the sky feeling tears.
"Tell him that Avery."
"Can't.. He just wants to be friends"
"Not if you do something in a not friendly matter" he said raising his eyebrows mischievously.
"What do you mean? Luke what crazy scenario are you thinking in that penguin loving rock star brain?"
"The key to my room my lady." He said handing me his key.
"So I'm supposed to just walk into yalls room and say what? 'Whoops wrong room but while I'm here wanna have sex and get back together' " I asked sarcastically of course.
"Nope. You say I took over your room."
I raised my eyebrows. I shrugged getting out of the pool and grabbing a towel. I threw the towel down and grabbed lukes key.
"Goodnight lukey." I called to him.
"Have fun seducing my best friend!" He called.

I paced in front of the door. What am I thinking? I can't do this. This is.. This is Michael I can't. Fuck it yes I can I dated him for 6 months and carried his child for 3 and I am in love with the damn son of a bitch.
I opened the door and walked in.
"Hey Avery what's up?" Michael said with only a towel hanging on his hips. I quickly averted my eyes from the towel and looked at his smirking face.
"Um Luke took over my room and so I was wondering if I could crash in here? Luke takes up the whole bed... He's big so... Shit wait I didn't mean big in that way I just meant like tall like um a giraffe?" Damn Avery way to be subtle. I mentally smacked myself.
"Sure. Need something to wear?" He asked pointing towards my bikini. "You could just wear that tho. Of nothing." He said smirking.
"Trying to see me naked our we now?" I said smirking back.
"I've already seen you naked a thousand times." He winked tossing me my favorite shirt of his that I used to sleep in. I smiled at it.
Realizing what he just said I smacked his arm.
"It wasn't a thousand times!" I said.
"Wait. It could've been.." I said thinking.
He laughed at my face and I realized he had on a t shirt and sweatpants. He never left the room tho. He changed in front of me and I missed it because I was thinking of how many times we had had sex... Damn.
I put on the shirt and took of my bikini from the inside slipping it off and my bottoms too. I was fully naked under his t shirt. I tossed my hair around. He was observing me. I looked up and he quickly averted his gaze. I blushed and sat on one of the beds. He sat next to me and turned on the tv. We watched spongebob for awhile. Funny thing actually because he doesn't even like spongebob that much but I love it. I blushed again.
"Are you blushing because spongebob's ass is on the screen?" He asked me laughing.
"No." I whispered. "It's nothing."
He lifted my chin so I was looking at him. We stared at each other for a moment until I felt his warm very familiar and amazingly perfect lips brush over mine. My breathing hitched and he flipped us over to where he was hovering over me. I grabbed his shirt and tugged at it. Our lips touched again softly and then I deepened the kiss tugging at his shirt harder. I pulled it over his head, his lips crashing on mine like they never wanted to leave mine again. His sweatpants came off leaving him in his boxers and me in his t shirt.
"Avery. Wait." He said sitting up. I pulled his neck back to me.
"No. No more waiting, no more friends I can't just be your friend. I can't stop thinking about you. I miss you. I hate what I did to you and I hate what we went through but I can't not not be with you anymore. Michael please." I said tears running down my cheeks. He nodded and kissed me again.
"Okay. Okay I'm here. Avery I'm here and I'm never leaving again. Okay?" As he said that my legs went weak. I never thought we'd get here again. I thought I had lost him forever.

"I guess we can add to the thousand times we have had sex." He said breathing heavily. I laughed catching my breath.
"Nope. Let's start a new count. And let's call this count 'tally of amazing sex Michael and Avery have had' " I said making a hand motion like I was reading the title in the air.
We laughed and cuddled against him.
"Michael. I love you. Never stopped. Never can stop." I said moving my fingers across his chest.
"I think I started loving you when I was conceived." He said.
"Great. Telling me first time you started loving me was when your parents were having sex to make you. Lovely. That's exactly what I want to tell my children." I said stopping short at my words.
He sighed.
"You know one day we will be able to say the word child and not feel pain over ours. We lost our baby Avery. It will take time to get over that." He said hugging me closer.
"I know. I'll always love that child. I just won't be able to tell my baby one day how much I love him/her." I whispered.
"Our child knows we do and always will." Michael said.