Found My Mate And Hating It

Chapter 22

Jay's POV

I miss Ava. I can't believe she would do all this for Lea. Give me and the twins up like that. Sara and Emmett miss her so much, just as much as I miss her. I don't think I can make it much longer without her.

I hit my head onto the table next to the glass of whisky. I hear a shuffle.

"Dada?"Sara asked.

"Yes sweetie?"I ask.

"Are you okay?"she asked sweetly.

I gave a small smile,"Yea. Go play with Emmett."

She walked next to me and wrapped her arms around me saying,"I miss mommy too."

I look at her and see her let go and smile. I give a shy smile back. She then let's a tear fall and walks off. I hope Lea is having a happy life.

I then realize I should get the mail and sit up. I get up and go out the front door. After I get the mail I see Dwaine.

"Hey alpha,"he calls to me.

"Hey Dwaine,"I say,"how's my sister?"

"Good,"he says stopping in front of me,"she would be better if you would visit."

"I don't have time for that,"I say.

"Yet you have the time to drink,"he says.

My sister picked a cocky one.

"Excuse me?"I ask.

"Sorry alpha,"he says,"it's just you've been closed up since.."

"Since what?"I ask daring him to continue.

"Never mind, just come visit Cara please,"he says.

"We'll see,"I say.

He then sighs and leaves. I then head into the house. I see Emmett.

"Dada was dat uncie Dwaine?"she asks.

"Yea,"I say closing the door.

"Why did he not say hi?"she asks.

"He had to be somewhere. He wanted me to tell you he loves you,"I say.

She grins saying,"okay."

She skips off and I scratch the back of my neck. I look to the clock to see the time.

"11:54,"I read out loud,"I need to start on lunch."

I head into the kitchen. I open the fridge grabbing the mayo, cheese, ham, turkey, tomatoes, and mustard. I shut the fridge and grab the bread and some plates. I start Emmett's sandwich which is mayo, cheese, mustard, and turkey.

I then fix Sarah's which is tomatoes, turkey, cheese, mayo, and mustard. After I finish her's I put some Doritos on Emmett's plate and some Cheetos on Sarah's plate.

I set their plates on the table saying,"lunch is ready!"

They rush into the room and sit to eat. As they start to eat I fix my sandwich.

"Drink!"they both call.

"Oh right!"I say and fix them both Dr. Pepper.

Once I finish my sandwich the girls are already done eating. I sit at the table and eat my sandwich. I drink my soda and finish my lunch off with some bacon. It has been 4 years and somehow I've managed to keep a little happy. I can't wait for the girl's birthday party that's next week.