Found My Mate And Hating It

Chapter 21

'Your gonna miss them!'Lea blurts.

'Well technically I won't be cautious of anything happening'I say.

'Smart ass'Lea says.

I giggle a little.

'What's so funny?'she asks 'this is serious!'

'You and your talk'I say then sighing'I'll miss it'

'And I'll miss you'she says.

'I hate this idea'Lea says.

'I know. But I want you to be happy'I say back.

'Your the one who should be happy!'Lea replies.

'It's already decided'I say back.

'You suck!'she complains.

'Sorry'I say back.

"So, is everyone ready?"I ask.

"No,"Jay says.

"You have to be,"I say.

"But I love you!"Jay exclaimed embracing me in a hug.

"I know, and I love you too,"I say hugging back.

"But this has to happen. I'm not going to say that I'm going to do it and back out now. You will have the twins. See?"I say as I look at my babies.

The beautiful babies I will probably never see again. Lea made me wait till they were born to let me go. Me and Jay named them Sara and Emmett. They are going to grow up to be beautiful women. I hope at least Lea will see them grow up.

Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. I will miss out on so much yet let another live a long and happy life. Jay wipes the tears from my face.

He whispers,"I love you,"and kisses me.

I remember that day we met. Heh, that was a time... "Lift you head up, pup,"he said with a manly voice.

I ignored him and Lea was getting upset. She was now growling at me. I wanted to really bad but I had some urge not to obey, like it was fun.

"Now pup,"he demanded.

I finally lifted my head to see Jay standing there starring down at me now smirking.

He always had that sexy but cute smirk of his. I even remember all those nicknames. All the memories rushing back to me like a flood. He used to be so annoying. He could always come up with the best nicknames yet I'd get so annoyed.

'He was cute, wasn't he?'Lea asks.

'Yeah he was, and he still is'

I look at Jay remembering back. I then remember Samuel. Oh Samuel, I'll miss him. It's true I never got to get to know him very well, yet he was still nice.

"Well I guess I have to go,"I say in defeat of the fact that I will never see any of them again.

"Goodbye Beautiful,"Jay says calm and softly as he lets go of me.

The first nickname he ever gave me. That morning I woke up in a bed and he said,"Morning beautiful." That moment will never be forgotten. I will miss those times.

"Goodbye,"I say.

I then let Lea take control. Full and complete control. The world grows black.

Just as it goes to pitch black I lightly hear Lea say,'Goodbye Ava'