𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐄 18+ [ 𝐁𝐖𝐖𝐌 ]

𝟎𝟎𝟐. ❦ - face your fears

"𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐠𝐧𝐢𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡, 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐤 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬."

❦❦❦

－ 𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐒－

𝖶𝖨𝖳𝖧 𝖠 𝖲𝖶𝖨𝖥𝖳 movement, I grabbed a black and blue plaid uniform flannel and a skirt that matched the flannel. I quickly slipped into the clothes, feeling the familiar embrace of the fabric as it hugged my body. I paired the outfit with some black shoes, the sight of my white socks contrasting against the dark hues of my clothes. It was a simple outfit, but it gave me a small sense of comfort, like a security blanket to shield me from the world.

I hastily tied my box braids into a high bun, securing them with a hair tie. Then, I slipped on a pair of simple stud earrings, the small pieces of jewelry adding a touch of femininity to my simple outfit.

I stood in front of the mirror, silently scrutinizing every inch of my reflection. I adjusted the hem of my shirt, smoothed down the fabric of my skirt, and fiddled with the placement of my earrings. I couldn't help but notice the way the clothes hugged my body, revealing every imperfection and flaw. I couldn't shake the feeling that something was off, that there was something I needed to change or fix to feel comfortable in my own skin.

Maybe it's too short?

Or maybe too tight?

I continued to fidget with my skirt, pulling it lower and lower, trying to conceal my flat ass and nonexistent boobs. Every look in the mirror I felt even more uncomfortable.

one moment I felt overweight and unattractive, the next I felt skinny and acceptable.

It was confusing me, I didn't know which one was the real me.

I can't go.

I just can't.

"Dani, hurry up!!! Unless you want to walk to school." My mother shouted from downstairs.

"I just can't-
I said to myself.

"I'm not going!" I yelled.

"Fuck Dani!" My mother said angrily.

Just then, my mother's footsteps echoed through the hallway as she approached the bathroom. She pushed open the door and entered, her eyes immediately falling on my outfit. "What's the matter?" she asked, a concerned expression on her face.