Eternal Sunshine☀️

30. Despair

Aashna's pov:

I woke up and squinted my eyes due to the sunlight peeking through the curtains.

I have this huge headache. Well I do remember getting drunk last night. But how did I end up here? I'm sure someone must have brought me here.

Why does it feel a bit wierd?

Shit!

I'm using someone's hand as a pillow.

But the smell of his sweat seems familiar. Shubman used to sweat like that. But doesn't every boy has the same smell of sweat?

And the main thing is that....I'm in my underwear now that I've finally felt it.

I turn around to face the person and saw Shubman sleeping there with one hand over his head.

He's also not wearing a shirt or a pant.

I hope something didn't happen between us. But I must've felt it right? If something happened.

I feel just fine down there.

I should wake him up.

But he looks so peaceful. It can't help him though.

"Shubman, Shubman!! Utho!" I said while shaking him.

"Shubman get up!"

"Dono bhai behen bhand ho ke sote he esa lagta he...." I muttered.

"Shubman get up yaar, you shouldn't be sleeping here!" I said loudly.

He opened his eyes a bit and looked at me.

I covered myself with the covers.

"Aashna, you're awake?" He said.

Oh my god, his raspy morning voice.
It always got me wet butterflies.

"Shubman get up, uth jao!!" I said.

He sat up a little.

"Hamare beech kal raat.....kya hua?" I asked him.

He took a deep breath before talking.

"Tumne mere saamne apne kapde utar diye......fir tumne mujhse bola ki tumhe bra pehena du..." he said.

"How dare you! Tum itna jhoot kese bol sakte ho? Me esa kar hi nhi sakti!" I said not believing him.

"Ek puri bottle whiskey peene ke baad bhi nhi?" He said making me shut up.

"Mmm....fir kya hua?" I said.

"Fir mene tumhe bra pehenayi...aur fir tum bed pe gir gyi, fir tumne mujhse bola ki stay with me so I stayed!" He said.

So he saw everything?

"Tumne......tumne sab....dekh liya?" I said blushing hard.

"Nhi yaar! The lights were off." He said.

And I took a breath of relief.

"I thought...we...yk? When I woke up." I told him.

"We what? Had sex?" He said.

"Uhhh...yeah...but.."

"I mean agar esa kuchh hota toh you must be able to feel it right?" He said and I picked up a pillow to hit him.

"Chup ho jao, sharam nhi aati tumhe? Shaadi hone wali he tumhari....aur wo bhi kal! Aaj haldi he...aur tum parayi aurat ke saath so rhe ho?" I said dramatically.

"Aur kal raat ye hi parayi aurat mujhe I love you bol rhi thi, uska kya?" He said...did I really?

"Please Shubman! I don't love you! Aur wese bhi nashe me toh kya kuchh nhi bolte log? Move on now! Kab tak mere I love you ka wait karte rahoge?" I said.