Dark Secret - Kamideku

Chapter 25

"D-denki!" Izuku cried as Denki made him reach yet another climax.

It was the fourth and last day of his heat. Denki hadn't stopped pleasuring him once since the beginning, be it with his hand, his mouth or his fingers. They had gotten up to three digits now. It was a lot but Izuku liked it. It satisfied his instincts more than using his toys.

"Felt good?" Denki asked him with a smile. They were both lying on their sides in the bed, Denki pulling Izuku even closer to him. He put a kiss on top of his head while Izuku snuggled to him, a happy sigh leaving his lips from the proximity to his boyfriend.

"Yes," he admitted shyly. Denki kept making him feel so good. It was amazing how easily he could make him reach his peak...

Izuku wanted to do the same. He wanted to reciprocate and make Denki feel good as well, but Denki wasn't letting him. He kept saying that Izuku was the priority, that he was fine and that making Izuku feel good was making him feel good, too. That he didn't need anything.

It was sweet, but Izuku knew that Denki was holding back. He could see he was hard and he could hear him get himself off in the bathroom when he thought Izuku was asleep. It was obvious he was holding back for Izuku's sake.

But Izuku didn't want him to.

"Denki..." he called in a timid whisper, his heart racing inside his chest at what he was about to say. He had thought about it a lot. He had had all the time he needed to make up his mind since the beginning of his heat.

"Yes, baby?" Denki gave him all his attention so Izuku took a shaky breath before saying what he wanted: "I'm ready," he confessed with burning cheeks. "I want to do it with you."

This seemed to take Denki by surprise, his breathing hitching at Izuku's words. "Are you sure?" he asked in a tense voice. Izuku could hear the hope and lust laced with it, but also the concern and cautiousness. "We don't have to do anything you don't want to, Izuku," he said. "I don't want you to force yourself."

That was what Izuku had expected to hear, and Denki's care for him only strengthened his resolve. "I know." Denki would wait for him to be ready as long as needed. "But I want to," he promised. "I want to go all the way with you."

This wasn't a decision he was taking in the heat of things. To tell the truth, he had already decided he wanted to go all the way with Denki even before the beginning of his heat. The way Denki took care of him for the past few days, with so much care and gentleness, only reassured him of his choice.

"I want you to be my first..." he said in a small, trembling voice.

Kai Allen didn't count, at least not in Izuku's heart. He hadn't had his first time yet and wanted to do it with Denki. He wanted Denki to be the first person who held him, the first person he made love with...

It was his body, his choice, and his decision.

"Okay." Denki seemed to understand how important this was to him. "I would be honoured, Izuku," he said before pressing an incredibly sweet kiss on Izuku's lips, full of love and tenderness. "How do you want to do this?" he asked in a gentle voice.

Izuku was already prepped with all the times Denki had fingered him since the beginning of his heat, so he only had to choose the position he felt the most comfortable in for his first time.

"I don't know..." he bit his bottom lip. He didn't want to do it from behind since it was how Kai Allen had always taken him and, although he wanted to see Denki's face, he wasn't sure about laying under him. He wanted to do it, he really did, but he still felt scared and a little nervous. It was only natural, after everything he had gone through.