In this Moment

Chapter Fourteen

"Jake what are you doing hear?" I asked still memorize of the fact that he was standing in front of me. My dead husband was standing in front of me, speaking, saying my name.

He opened his mouth to say something, but a voice, not his, spoke instead.

"Rachel! Rach! come on wake up. Please wake up." the voice pleaded.

And just as before everything got really blurry and then black, dark, empty, black.

~~~~End of Dream~~~~

I woke up to Niall staring at me lightly shaking me, begging me to wake up. When I was fully awake I saw that we were at the airport, at the security gate. Everyone else was on the other side of the gate besides me and Niall.

"Hey sleepy head. We got to go through security." Niall greeted me. "Sorry for waking you up." He apologize. Was so cute when he felt bad, or when he apologized, or just in general. Wow, this is bad.

After going through security and everything that came with it, we were finally able to board the plane. I was like a a kid in a candy shop, I had never been in first class, so naturally.....I was freaking out! Denayah was trying to act all calm, but on the inside I knew she was screaming.

We got to the first class and everyone got in there seats Liam and Denayah at the front of one row, Harry and Louis behind them, Zayn behind them, and me and Niall at the very back. I got in first nearly having to fight Niall for the window seat, I loved the window seat. Being able to see yourself, soaring above the clouds, all puffy and white. White. Lots of white.

I sat down and notice something in the pocket on the back of the seat in front of me. I pulled it out and was so fascinated by it. "Oh my god, they give you your own head rest!" I nearly screamed disrupting the other passengers in first class, and making Niall chuckle. I hit him with the head rest and glared at him. "Hey this is my first time in first class, take it easy."

"Ok ok." He said putting his hands up defense. "Calm down, I was just laughing at your expression."

Just then one of the flight attendants came over to our seats with a plate of warm cookies, and offered us some, "Would either of you like some cookies and milk?" she asked smiling broadly.

"They give you cookies and milk!?" I screamed again, which created a chorus of Shhs from the other row.

A few minutes after I finished my cookie, a different flight attendant came over and spoke with us, well mainly me, "Mama, we have been getting some complaints about your-your disruptivness. We are going to have to ask you to tone it down or I'm going to have to move you to couch. Ok?" she ended with an awkward smile.

"Sorry, it won't happen again." and with that she left. I turned to Niall who was silently laughing, hard. "What?" I asked, being kick out and put into couch isn't that funny. Ok, yeah it was.

"You are about be the first person that I know who has been kick out of first class. And I know Louis Tomlinson." he laughed.

"I'm not being kick out though." I defend quietly.

"Sure." he retorted.

And with that I pulled out my phone and ear buds. I put the buds in my ears and turned on my music I hit shuffle on the touch screen, and the song What Hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts.(click on the video now)   I leaned against the window looking out at the clouds, we were above and in between clouds, they looked like balls of whipped cream. It was utterly beautiful.

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me