In this Moment

Chapter Sixteen

******Rachel's POV*****

~~Dream~~

Again, this reoccurring dream, its happening, once again. Why? I have no clue. I'm standing in front of Jake and his is all dressed up in the same uniform he wore on our wedding day. It was exactly the same, everything form the badges and medal, to the shined squeaky shoes, to the lightly laid cap on his head.

I took a step towards him, his eyes travelled over my face in wonderment and hurt. He took a slight step forward and we were now inches from each other. I started up into his green eyes, they were dull and lost the sparkle the had the last time I had seen him...alive that is.

I opened my mouth, and as dry as it was, I was able to form a sentence in question, "Jacob, what are you doing here?"

"Why did you do it?" he asked with a weak hurt voice.

"Do what?" I questioned.

"Why did you leave me?" he asked while taking his hands into mine.

I pulled my hands away and looked at him in confusion, "Your'e the one who left me. We were married for four days and then you left! Three months later you left for good! You promised me you wouldn't leave me!" By now I was pounding on his chest with my fists, as I continued to shout the punches became weaker. "You promised me you would always be there!" I screamed in between sobs, "But you weren't. You promised." I whispered the last part, into his chest.

Tears were streaming down my face and everything was beginning to get dark, I knew I was waking up, I just wanted to understand this. What was this?

"But you're the one who truly left me." Jake said before I was swiftly taken out of my dream land.

~~End of Dream~~

I was in Niall's chest and something wet was all over his shirt, I raised my head to be met with the sky blue eyes of an angel. His arms were wrapped around my shoulders and he was hugging me close to him, his eyes were full of concern. I stared at him and wiped my face felling the salty water on my cheeks.

"Niall I can't breathe." I say jokingly staring at his deep eyes. His hair was ruffled and his lips slightly chapped.

"Sorry. Are you ok? You were sleeping and then you started to scream and cry. I was trying to comfort you, when you calmed down a bit." He finished while released me, and allowing me to get up and out of the bed.

Oh shit. I can't tell him about Jake, that you be weird, plus I don't really want to think about what Jake was talking about when he said that I left him. "Umm nothing, just a...um..nightmare. Yep" he glare at me suspiciously, I thought of ideas to change the subject but nothing good appear, so I went with my dork instincts and said the dumbest thing possible.

"Ya wanna buy a duck?"

"What?" he asked confused out of his mind. Though could you really blame him.

"No that's not how it goes."

"How what goes?!" Niall asked sounding more confused than ever.

"Oh, well. Me and my family always had the weird little thing were randomly we would ask eachother if the other wanted to buy a duck. Like this," and I begin to act out the situation. "Ya wanna buy a duck? a what? A duck. Does it quack? Yeah it quacks! and then they would ask the next person and it would go like a round, and ya know umm.." As I continued to talk I started to become aware to how stupid I sounded. "Well I sound like a deranged idiot."