The Rose

LAST NIGHT

Jordan and I went out for lunch after school, and when we were done eating we felt like we didn't want to go to home so we decided to visit Daniel. Daniel called Jordan earlier on telling her how bored he was jhence we decided to visit him.

We both went home first to change into our proper casual clothes, we escorted each other to change. I had my girly clothes on, as always, and Jordan complained a lot about that, she wanted me to be stud and dress like one, she always said it would suit me.

Jordan was extremely girly, she wore a leather mini skirt, brown biker boots, a black transparent blous with a black push up bra. She didn't have big boobs but they conjured whenever we'd go out.

When we got at Daniel's there was no one there but himself. "Where are your parents?" Jordan asked him and he said they just left. They went on an outing for the weekend, they took a day off for Friday, and his little sister was visiting his granny.

Jordan suggested we should invite more friends over since we were bored and Daniel was home alone, Daniel and I thought that was a great idea so we called our friends over but only a few made it within an hour. We were enjoying ourselves though, but before we even knew it, the house was packed.

Everyone just came in like this 'chilling session' was planned for ages. There were boys, girls, weed, booze, pleasure pipes and everything needed for a party to be a blast. Everyone was enjoying and I lost Jordan in the crowd, she was probably sitting on a guy's lap while kissing another.

My phone vibrated, while I was pulling it out of my pocket some blonde girl bumped on me and my phone almost fell. Luckily I had my earphones on it and I used them to save it's life then glared at the girl, she gave me a warm and apologetic smile but I just turned my back on her.

My phone had stopped vibrating when I checked it. It was a call from my mother. I didn't even ask her to go out 'what am I going tell her?'. It rang again so I ran outdoors to avoid all the noice. I lied to my mom, I told her I was at Jordans place and that we were doing a project together, she didn't have a problem with that.

It was getting too hot now, the place was heated up with a bang! The music was playing louder than before and people started locking themselves in guest's room and the bathroom. I was starting to feel lonely even though I was with some of my friends. I still didn't know where Jordan was.

"Now Liz this is how it happened." I exclaimed, she just sat there listening while looking at me in the eyes fixedly.

I was desparate at this moment, all I needed was a girl. I wanted to feel loved at that time so without thinking I updated my status, "I love girls...yes I am Lesbian :/" hoping that some girl who was at the 'party' would see it then hit on me.

Well it all went as I wished. That blonde girl that bumped into me earlier on... she approached me, we were both drunk so I guess we both didn't think straight as we kissed while everyone was there. Not that she is a girl I would date but we both enjoyed the moment.

"Nel? what the hell do you think you're doing." someone said while pulling me away, I pulled my hand away roughly, glanced at the person's direction with a sh*tty face, showing no hope of a smile whatsoever, almost ready to slap whoever the jealous stranger was... It was Jordan, she looked so pale and her hair was messy.

"Nel no this isn't the right place for this." she said patiently. That was when I got back to my senses.

"I think we should go home now." Jordan suggested, "oh now that you're satisfied? Well I'm not." I pulled my straight face. "No Nel, please let's leave." She begged. I was about to walk away from her when she pulled me roughly. "You will thank me tomorrow!" She exclaimed.

Jordan drove me home, we both didn't utter a word on the way. She made sure I went inside before she drove off. I tried to act sober in case my mum was still awake, she wasn't. I went straight to bed and slept. When I woke up I remembered everything that happened the day before and that's when I told myself...'I am not going to school today, I cannot!'

Liz shed a tear and told me she understands and that she is really sorry. She consoled me and I felt a whole lot better than I've pretended I was.