Jenna Ortega Imagines ✔️

Vent

I must simply clarify first and foremost that this is not a chapter. I just needed to vent about a few things and what better way to do that than to strangers on the internet who understand me better than my family?

This could also just be a chapter or something that you vent on. Feel free to come back anytime and tell me what's up, you're always welcome to. If it makes anyone feel any better, I could post a vent book if people are comfortable with that idea but let me know.

Also, I know it kinda sucks to talk to people now since our private messages are gone but it's all good, we can do it, y'all. Let's just go over a few things for a moment.

1: there is to be no hateful comments at all. I will delete or report or block you if you comment an inappropriate joke or hurtful thing.

2: when people share their expressions, do not degrade or disrespect them in any way. No jokes, please, okay?

3: and finally, this is a safe space. My account and platform, books, chapters are a safe place for anyone. Therefore you aren't forced to share your feelings or thoughts, you can if you'd like, but don't need to. Don't do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable.

I'm literally losing track of the things I wanna say now lol.

Anyway, I've been feeling pretty down lately. Or, well, I kinda always do but I've just been way more tired than usual. Physically, mentally, and emotionally. (Sorry if you relate)

I've also been sick so that's fun 🙃

I was on my way to urgent care earlier (dw I'm all good) and I suddenly remembered something that happened when I was a little kid. When I was little, I didn't think much of it because... well I was a fucking kid. I was like 6-7 years old.

But my mom had this friend, she was cool, but her dad was pretty cool too. And old. Old as fuck. Not the point...

I didn't realize it was like... sexual assault? until I got to the age I am now (or way younger) when I started to learn about these kinds of things. I won't say much at all really but let's just say he had me do a few things and my stupid little self was so easily manipulated into it.

It wasn't like he "forced" forced me, it was more like a gentle shove towards what he wanted.

Could also explain why I started thinking of porn at a young age.

I didn't realize until today how fucked up it was. I was 6 or 7 and I was already doing that shit. To an old guy who was like... 70, almost 80. My mom doesn't know, actually no one in my entire life knows, except you guys now. I can't explain it but I feel more comfortable with strangers.

You guys just get me more than my family does.

Parents don't always realize the things they say or do that can fuck up their child so bad. I never think I'm good enough because of it.

Like, I still hate on my writing. I don't really like my books, a lot of them are shit. But that's my opinion and my insecurities getting in the way, I guess. Idk my girlfriend has told me otherwise. Several times. And I love her for that, she always gives me a sliver of hope for those things.

I've done a lot of just sitting around listening to music or binging Netflix all day lately. It's really made me think about life and my past a lot.

It also made me really depressed so -1/10, do not recommend trying.

I mostly wanted to let y'all know that I'm always here. You might be like way older than me or way younger than me or the same age, I don't fucking know, but I'll always be here for you guys.

I didn't have anybody really through my darkest moments so why not be that person to someone else if they don't have someone already, you know?

ANYWAY. I love you all so so much, I promise I'm really trying my hardest to uh get back to writing. I'm running low on inspiration and motivation at the moment. Any chapter ideas would be amazing.

You may drop them here:

And make sure to eat something if you haven't already, DRINK WATER, get some sleep, and always take care of yourselves. It's fucking hard, but you can do it. And you don't have to alone.

Love love love you all so much. MWAH (ooh that was so fruity of me) and I shall see y'all when the next chapter comes out.

PEACE ✌🏻💜