Was I cold
Am I bold
Drowning in sorrow and in pain
Bleeding from the cost coursing through my veins
Am I lost
What's the cost
Boring myself awake
Listening to people saying I'm fine
Where does the line cross
My soul can't take the painful mistakes
Am I to blame
I'm clearly in shame
My body aches
For Dreaming for a better life
Playing it through in my mind
I'm starting to lose my sight
Because all I ever wanted was the peoples view of me to change instead of me being pinpointed and being blamed for all my life
