Painful memories
Causing me to stay awake
Am I to be blamed
I can't even be in shame because I was the cause
Am I lost
Listening to music trying to be numb
Looking at the lake
My life was at stake
I tried to not be perfect
But what the use
My body has no more scars to play around with
I was told to be better giving in to the abuse
I wanted my life to be okay
But all I ever needed for once was a person to tell me for just once to was just stay
