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-Bitches Inlove (TW?)

When I woke up the next morning, Ruby wasn't in bed or anywhere in the room to be honest it was kinda disappointing but whatever.

I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom getting in the shower and washing my hair.

When I got out I wrapped up in my towel, drying off and brushing my hair and doing all the bs...

I got dressed, putting on Ruby's black shirt and my jeans shorts tying his shirt up in the back, sliding on my slides grabbing my phone.

Soon, there was a knock at the door. I opened the door and it was Scrim.

I opened the door and looked up at him, he set his hand on the side of my face.

"Scott.." i said softly, he laid his forehead against mine. Stepping forward into the room until the door shut behind him.

"Scott.." I repeated his name softly, "Angel" he said my name almost harshly or to just hush me.

I looked up in his eyes, and he was staring back into mine with those sharp blue eyes of his.

He pressed his lips against mine almost like he was nervous, I kissed him back and you could hear the stress leave his body with a sigh.

He deepened the kiss until I pulled back, "Scott" I said looking up at him. "Fuck.. fuck I know.." he said and I nodded

"I'm sorry" we both said almost at the same time, we chuckled. I smiled pulling back from him slightly, I laid my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Where is he?" I asked Scott, "Getting dope" He told me and I chuckled, "So you come kiss his bitch?" I asked making both of us chuckled.

Scott let go of me, and I sat on the bed. I stared at my wrist for a second before getting up and walking over to my bag, pulling Ruby's shirt off and getting my long sleeve black shirt, putting my thumbs through the sleeve holes, sitting back down on the bed.

Scrim kneeled down next to me, grabbing my wrist gently, he looked up at me.

I looked back down at him, he pulled my sleeve back slightly. I sighed, he stared up at me.

"Angel.. now you know id never judge you princess" He said, "Yeah but you're bout to" I said softly barely above a whisper.

He sighed, "Why didn't you tell one of us..?" He asked and I shrugged, he got up taking my hand as he walked to the bathroom sitting me down on the toilet.

"Scott you can't tell.." I said softly being cut off by him, "I'm not gonna, it's not my place.." He said softly, opening the medicine cabinet pouring alcohol on a medical pad wiping my wrist softly.

I flinched pulling my wrist out his grasp, "I know it hurts baby doll" He said and I nodded, he wrapped my wrist as we sat in silence.

I pulled my sleeve back down, throwing the trash away.

Soon, the door to the hotel room opened and it was Ruby. Scrim was laid in the bed watching some horror movie or something.

Ruby peeked his head in the bathroom and saw me washing my hands, "Hey ma" he said kissing my cheek.

"Hey baby" I said softly, he walked over to the bed handing the bag to Scrim.

"Bae? You got any backwoods?" Ruby asked, "Yeah it's in my bag" I said softly, Scrim watched Ruby walk over to my bag.

He looked through my bag, I forgot about the razors in there. He pulled out a back of backwoods sitting down on the bed rolling up.

I walked out the bathroom sitting down on the bed next to Scrim. "You ready to get going later?" Ruby asked Scrim, "Yeah are you?" He asked, Ruby nodded.

I laid my head back, which meant my head was on Scrims stomach. "Goddamn you skinny as fuck nigga.." I said softly, Scrim hit me with the pillow.

"Bitch.. Sassy ass" I said, watching the movie.

Me and the boys smoked for hours, until Max came knocking on the door. "ay y'all ready to head out..?" He said, I looked up at him mad confused..

"huh?" I said softly, "The boys have a show.." he told me, "Ohhh, Come in" i said stepping aside so he could come in.

"y'all get your stuff so we could go" He said and the boys nodded, "Where Kyle's ass at?" Scott asked and Max shrugged.

The boys got their stuff, soon we were on the way to a different destination.

"Can you braid my hair?" Ruby asked me, "You serious?" I asked and he nodded, I chuckled reaching for my bag.

Scrim pulled his phone out of his pocket, I made Ruby lay in my lap as I parted his hair.

"That shit hurts" he said, "I will beat you with this brush you better stop playing lil boy" I said softly and he nodded.

I parted his hair and combed it out gently, before giving him two lil braids. Scrim took a picture, making me laugh but Ruby clearly was not.

"Thank you" he said softly to me, I laid my head in his lap when he sat up, playing my phone. Max took a picture of us with his camera, Making Ruby smile.

I laid in his lap until I fell asleep, I slept the whole ride to the venue. Once we got to the venue, Ruby woke me up and I pouted sitting up and Rubbing my eyes.

Soon, we walked into the venue. I hated hearing the fans yell.

1. I just woke up.

2. Bitch Ruby does not want to fuck you

But that wasn't what was bothering me, it was the almost crushing feeling of the bandages on my wrist but whatever.

I sighed, it was hot and I really wanted to take my long sleeve shirt off because I had on a tanktop, so I did.

Ruby saw the bandages, but he didn't answer he just nodded at me. It was his way of telling me we were gonna talk about it.