SOMETHING IN THE ORANGE | VINNIE HACKER

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⍣ ೋ SO, YOURE TELLING me he just randomly dmed you saying he 'remembered' the relationship?" delis nose scrunched in confusion and a little bit of irritation. deli and noras relationship was rocky after nora broke up with vinnie and moved to la. deli was really upset at nora for abruptly ghosting her and vinnie for weeks, and mostly hated her for a while. nora understood her anger and gave deli time to recover. deli still talked to vinnie during the break up, and knew all about his depression. thats what really fueled her anger toward nora; the way she handled the breakup was the first time deli had seen nora being selfish in that way.

"yeah, and it really surprised me. i just forgot he was at the party and if i remembered i wouldn't have let leon kiss me like that."

"what, why? hes probably seen all that stuff with leon anyway." deli rolled up her blunt and finished off the broken end with her spit.

"its more disrespectful in person, and i dont think he would've seen it. he had me blocked."

"of course he did," deli rolled her eyes, and finished the rolled blunt. grabbing her spiderman themed bic lighter she lit the tip of her weed and inhaled slowly, "this bouta stress me out."

"im sorry deli, but how am i supposed to go about this? i have so much-"

"pent up guilt, blah blah blah. you've said it a million times. just apologize and move on."

"but how do i create an apology to.. fill the hole of these past few years?"

"eh- you probably can't. but you can try."

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norawillington
vinnie i know this is probably so inappropriate to say over instagram dms, or text in general, but i owe you an apology long overdue. ive spent these past few years thinking about you everyday, wondering how much my dumb actions have impacted youre life. if this is sensitive im really sorry, but i knew about your depression when i left for la and ignored it because i was being selfish and thought that i couldnt have cause such a emotional reaction. i knew what we had was real, i knew you loved me, but i dont think in the moment i broke up with you how much i was messing with your gravity. i ruined your universe, and left you to repair it by yourself. thats not what someone that 'loves' you does. im sorry. i really messed up. i did. im not asking for your empathy, and i would be more than understanding to know that you hate me, but after you texted me last night, the only thing i can think about is us. or what we were.

norawillington
vinnie i really hope youre doing well, i hope youre still the goofy dude i met when i was 15. i still care about you and thats why i want to make this right. you didnt deserve anything i put you through. i would do an infinite amount of things to go back and tell myself that i was hurting you worse than i could've known. i regret that night, and im sorry it took so long for me to apologize. ive been too scared, and i definitely let my ego get in the way of my love for you.

vinniehacker
wow elanor i knew u were good w ur words but damnnnn 😮😮💯🔥💥

vinniehacker
thank u elanor i really really appreciate it

vinniehacker
plz dont feel guilty about any of it. ive grown up and so have u you were brave enough to send this so i can tell lol

u did hurt me for a long long time and i hated u for a long long time. but i recently realized i never hated you personally, i hated the fact we couldnt make things right, and i hated the fact i couldnt be with u.