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"You're a bully! You're cold, cocky and a control freak!" I scream at him, pushing him in my anger fuelled episode.
"Aw, you have such a way with words.." Seungmin patronised, stepping closer into my space and forcing me against...
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We packed the car and left that cabin for good.
What's happened in there, stays in there.
Shit..
I keep getting chills every time I think of him touching me like that..
And I've had his fucking cock in my mouth..
How could I let that happen?
After what was said yesterday..
It just doesn't make sense.
It's like the definition of a love-hate relationship.
He seems to get what he wants, but I've got to the point of not actually minding that now.
"Ready?" He asked me from the drivers seat, and I laid sideways to face him in my seat, humming in agreement.
"Tired?" He asked quietly, pulling up the blanket over my shoulders and stroking my hair.
"Mm.." I hummed. If he could just be nice like this all the time, then maybe I wouldn't fight it so much.
"Go to sleep. I'll not scare you this time. I owe you that for letting me touch you." He spoke apologetically, and I let out a huff of hair from my nose. He's right. He touched me, when he said he wouldn't.
"That's so generous of you.." I mocked him, and he chuckled to himself, then started the engine.
As we got on the road, I felt my eyes get heavy with sleep.
I was still facing Seungmin, but I didn't care if he could see me sleeping like this. I'm only human.
He sensed I was close to drifting off, and he reached over and took my hand to hold it on his lap.
His soft moments always caught me off guard.
Holding hands is innocent, though, right?
Right.
I woke up and all I could see was a long stretch of road ahead of us.
I sat up straight and stretched, then leant forward to look at the sat nav.
We are an hour away.
I must have been tired.
"Sorry, I hope you've not felt too lonely.." I rubbed my eyes, and he patted my thigh.
"It's fine. Your snoring reminded me I was never alone." He teased, and I let out a gasp.
"Snoring?!" I whined, pulling the blanket up to hide my embarrassment.
"It was cute. You obviously needed the sleep..
What will you be like when we actually fuck? Bed bound?" He gave me a cheeky smile, and I smacked his arm playfully.
