Switch! (Akutagawa x reader)

Chapter Sixteen

warning: smut, very slight mentions of self harm, enjoy the smut lol

y/n's pov:

akutagawa had already taken your shirt off, and it seemed like he was going to be rough, but surprisingly, he was so gentle with you. he kissed your neck so lightly it was almost ticklish, and you definitly enjoyed it. he started by kissing and biting your neck and then slowly made his way down to your chest, than stomach, until he reached your pants, which he was about to take off, but you stopped him.

"what's wrong?" he asked you.

"well, you were about to take of my pants, yet you're still fully clothed" you told him as he realised what he'd done, blushing and apologizing, as he got up to take his clothes off before going back to you. he got on top of you and kissed your neck again, with you letting out light moans while admiring his beautiful torso. akutagawa wasn't wrong when he told you he had several scars all over him. before he began kissing you again he seemed nervous to show you his scars, but the wine must've been doing it's job because he went back to kissing you in full confidence a few seconds later.

"you look so beautiful.. it's a shame you don't show your body more" you suddenly told him out of the blue, which made him stop what he was doing. he looked in your eyes, a little socked from the sudden compliment.

akutagawa's pov:

"am i?" i told her.

"beautiful? is that what she thinks of me? really?" i thought to myself. i was so scared then, even though i tried to hide it. i was so afraid to show her what i looked like underneath my clothing. the scars, probably the only remnant of my mental wounds. it's taken me so long to look in the mirror without turning my head away in regret of what i did, and this is what she calls it?

"i thought they were creepy" i added, and it was true. i always thought they made me look like some sort of monster. i regretted cutting myself to the point of being covered with these marks all over, but i just couldn't keep myself from not doing so. the pain, it was so large, i had to let some of it out, if i only knew how much guilt it'd leave me with...

"creepy? scary? my god, no, you look divine" she said, as she kissed me roughly and passionatley, making me groan a little. i smiled as we made out for another minute or two, before y/n ran got up to grab the condoms from my bag. i laughed slightly, sitting at the edge of the bed, before teasing her:

"impatient now, are we?" i said, smirking as she rolled her eyes at me, and tossed me a condom, and getting back to the bed again. 

"you're the one who suggestted this" she mocked me. i laughed it off, even though it was true. i then took off her pants & panties so we were both fully naked. i looked at the condom in my hand, then remembered something that made me toss it away.

"you take birth control right?" i asked y/n as she nodded and realised which direction this was going. 

y/n's pov:

"no need for this then" akutagawa said as he suddenly burried his head in your thights, biting & kissing them and going upwards with each kiss until he reached your clit. he then used his tongue to pleasure you, which was very sudden and made you moan loudly. you tugged at his hair, pulling it slightly while making pleasurable sounds, while the pleasure within you built up until you felt your climax coming. you began moaning louder and louder, until he suddenly stopped, right before your climax came, and you made a displeased face at him. 

"why'd you stop?" you asked him as he raised his head up from your inner thighs, smirking. you then looked down at his member, and realised why he was smirking like that. you blushed a little more at it's size. you didn't know it was that large.