Unexplained

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Sometimes I just start crying for no reason
No seriously
I'd be sitting in class and tears would just start streaming
Don't ask me why
I don't quite know the reason
Everybody surrounding me
Asking me if I'm ok
I'm fine I'd tell them disbelief written all across their faces

But that's fine they all still walk away
Forgetting all about what just happened
Sitting down and idling chatting
Sending me one last glance before continuing on with their lesson

Leaving me alone
Embarrassed and confused
I wish I knew the reason
But I don't have all the answers
It's frustrating
When you can't find the words to adequately describe how you feel
I should be listening
But I find myself focusing on this instead
This certainly isn't doing me any favors
But it's like I can't tear myself away

I don't know why I do this
I don't know why I'm like this
Trust me I want to know just as much as you
I wish I knew why I do the things I do

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