Chapter 5

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⚠️warning ⚠️ panic attacks impure regression nightmares 

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Time-1:00 p.m

(Dream-screaming- -yelling- - bad thoughts- -pain- -insecurities-)

-gasp- "WHAAAAAAA!!!!!!"

-RUNNING- -BANG-

"WHAAAAAAAA!!!!!!"

G&B:"KC!!!!!"

"WHAAAAAAA!!!!"

G:"sweetheart are you okay?"

" NO!! NO!! NO!! NO!! NO!! GO AWAY!!! M' SOWWY SO SO SOWWY M SO BAD BAD BAD BAD SO BAD M SOWWY!!! NO HUWT ME P'EASE M' SOWWY!! WHAAAAAAAA!!!"

G:"cupcake.... It's okay you're not bad i'm not going to hurt you it's okay don't cry baby"

"M SOWWY SO SOWWY P'EASE FOWGIVE ME!!!"

G:"B go get some Angel Milk and A Lavender scented blanket and maybe some candy"

"-crying, panicking, hyperventilating-

B:"....Okay....it's bad isn't it?"

G:"I think so sadly."

B:-leaves room-

"-Breathing Heavily and crying and Pulling Hair-

G:"BABY!! LISTEN TO ME ITS OK GREY IS RIGHT HERE. BABY I NEED YOU TO BREATHE IN FOR 4 OUT FOR 4 BREATHE WITH ME."-Inhale-...-Exhale- CAN YOU KEEP DOING THAT FOR ME!!!. GOOD JOB GOOD GIRL. B!!!

"-raggedy inhale-....-Heavy Exhale-.... Repeats X4

B:"I'm here!!!"-gives items to Grey-

G:"BABY DON'T HURT YOURSELF!!! ITS OK I'M COMING OVER THERE ITS OK BREATHE"

"-crying-...-heavy inhale-...-heavy exhale-...-whimpers-"

Grey scoots next to me wraps a big Lavender scented blanket around me and puts my paci in my mouth. ( it's a Light Blue paci with white and pastel blue beads and a sleeping bunny in the center and on the ring it says Sleepy Bunny.) As i'm trembling with fear and mumbling to myself and having a mental breakdown I feel rough warm hands touching mine and pulling them away from myself and moving around Grey's neck. He pulls me in and rocks me back and forth in his arms and rubs circles on my back.

"-hiccups- -whimpers-"

G:-whispers-"shhhhh its ok shhhh Daddy's here Daddy's not leaving shhhh its okay your safe shhhh." -sticks hand out to Brownie for the bottle-

B:-gives Grey the bottle-

G:-takes out my paci and puts the bottle in-"Its okay baby those bad dreams wont hurt you anymore."

"-finishes bottle- no more icky thots?"

G:"No more icky thoughts. Do you want to tell me your Icky dream? I will make sure it never ever comes back!"

"-closes eyes- Mhm...U and Bubba took me back to M' pawents cause M' was Bad and....and U and Bubba yelled at M' and was F'UPER MAD at M' and said M' was va wost eva and will neva eva be woved eva again."

G:"OHHHHHH BABY!!! I would never do that ever and neither would Bubba we love you WAAAAAY to much to ever send you away, AND Sweetheart me and Bubba don't like your Mom and Dad they were so mean to our Baby we would never send you to them Ever Ever Ever. I SWEAR ON MY LIFE!"

"pinkie p'omise" -holds up pinkie fingers-

B&G:"PINKIE PROMISE" -wraps pinkie fingers around hers-

"cuddws p'ease"-looks at both of them-

B&G:"AWWWW!!!!"

B:"Of Course Baby." -gets in bed with grey and I-

G:-grabs my paci and puts it in my mouth-

They all spent the rest of the night cuddling together and loving each other and No bad dreams came back for the rest of the night.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Sorry this was a short chapter but I enjoyed writing it so um I hope you enjoy this chapter this is a peak at Involuntary Impure Regression that I sometimes Experience by myself. I thankfully have my stuffed animals and my Inner monologue to help me calm down but here's some Impure Regression for ya. Enjoy 


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Lol omg guys I was so cringe this proves my improvement of writing over the years but my gooooood this is so cringy I apologize for my youthful old writing 

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