Loving Lilac (EDITING)

Chapter 5

Hey guys! This has been a pretty busy week and I still have stuff to do! This was written in between things and I hope you like it! I'm a bit disappointed about the last chapter so could you guys please vote on this and that chapter? XXX - Morgan

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I hated all the attention I was getting. I know I changed and everything but this was terrible. Every guy was staring at me, which was insanely weird. Most of the girls were glaring at me like I'd steal their first born.

Plenty of people came up to me throughout the day asking if I was new. I just smiled and told them that I had been here a few weeks.

Lunch was the crazy part of the day. Since I sat with Nicholas and his friends, I heard what they talked about. To sum it up: Gossip.

Only one thing caught my attention during this little conversation: Someone said Lilac killed herself and that's why she isn't here.

At that point I said," Where's your proof to support that?"

Ian stopped what he was saying and looked at me. "Well, why wouldn't it be true? She was a bitch that deserve it."

Everybody at the table roared in laughter and patted Ian on the back except one. Ash sat back with utter disgust written on his face. Why him only?

"Well, anyway, if she was here I'll she her in our next class. I have to sit next to it."

I was so close to vomiting. " I need to use the restroom." I got up, throwing my lunch out in the process.

Little did I know, I had a follower.

I started jogging into the bathroom and threw up just as I reached the toilet. I felt someone hold my hair back. Once I was done, I wiped my mouth off and flushed. I finally noticed who was behind me.

It was a boy so I had no clue what he was doing in a girl's bathroom.

He had gorgeous black hair and sparkling blue eyes. He had some zits and dark circles under his eye that didn't look like sleep had caused it.

"Why are you in the girl's restroom?" I blurted. He looked surprised.

"That's all I get? No, thanks for holding my hair back so I don't get puke on it? I get: Why are you in the girl's restroom." he was sarcastic. I liked him already.

I gave a dramatic sigh. "Thank you, my knight in shining armor, for holding my hair back."

He laughed.

"I'm Lilac. And you are?"

"Wait, like, the girl who committed suicide?"

"I did not commit suicide. I just got a new look and nobody recognized me yet."

"Oh. I'm Logan."

"Nice to meet you." I said with a bright smile. I had a friend but I had to make sure.

"So are we friends?" I ask, hesitantly.

"We were friends since I followed you in here!" Logan said.

"Sweet."

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Logan was a complete gentleman. We had skipped, after the little incident in the bathroom, to get ice cream. Almost a day later and I still remember his order. Kinda creepy.

He held doors open for me and pulled my chair out for me. He complimented me on my taste in ice cream and told me those bullies were assholes.

In general, I adored him.

But I couldn't help but feel a sense of déjà vu. This was exactly how Ian and I started out and look where we are now.

He's one of my tormentors. I'm just one of his victims.

I had a really weird dream last night. I remember Logan in it. Ash was also in it. They were yelling and then Logan threw the first punch and Ash punched back. As much as I would love to see Ash get beaten, I couldn't let Logan be the one to do it.

I started running torwards them but I was in slow motion. The fight gor bloodier and bloodier until there was a victor standing on the others body.

Ash stood on Logan.

I knew what this meant.

Logan was not meant to stay in my life. He would leave like my mom and Ian.