Loving Lilac (EDITING)

Chapter 6

I woke up with a start.

I always had that dream when I meet other people and it always ends the same way. With the one person I actually like laying on the ground with the person I don't like standing on top of them. Funny thing is they always leave.

I dragged myself out of bed and stepped in the shower. I rinsed of the sweat of last night and applied some body wash. I shampooed and conditioned my hair, leaving it smooth and silky.

I was in a good mood... until I caught sight of a razor. I needed to shave badly but usually when I shaved, other bad things happened. Things involving blood.

I decided to do it quickly, like ripping off a Band-Aid. I made my legs soapy and began to shave. I had it done in five minutes tops. I put the razor down lightning fast, like it would burn me.

I get out and dry myself off.

I grab the first thing I see and pull it on, hoping I look presentable.

I didn't want to drive to school today. Instead, I'll bike. Besides running, I love to bike and I consider it to be my release. Well, one of my releases anyway.

I got to school in no time. Everyone seemed to be in a much better mood considering the fact that it's Friday. I locked my bike up and had plenty of time to spare to go fetch my books and find an empty classroom to study or read in.

So I did all that. I just settled into reading in an empty room when something shoved me from behind.

"What the fuck!" I say as most of my books and majority of my stuff fall in the floor.

Standing behind me with a playful smile on his face was
Nicholas.

"Hi." he says cheekily.

"Screw you." I say back to him.

"Oh, you know you want to."

"Right now I want to slap a bitch. I have a pretty good idea of who the bitch is going to be." I smiled sweetly at him.

"Nice one, Lilac!" Logan's voice said from behind me.

Nicholas looked at me, shocked. "B-but Lilac killed herself." He stuttered.

"Where's your proof to support that?" I said from our conversation yesterday.

"Where did this attitude come from?" Nicholas said.

"New look, new attitude." Logan said. We high - fived.

"Well, I won't tolerate that, bitch." Nicholas growled.

I instanly backed away. But Logan stepped forward.
He was protecting me in a weird, messed up sorta way.

But Nicholas was fast. He punched Logan in the face, knocking him out.

"Slut. You think that that peice of dirt would like scum like you! Your funny!"

With that, ge spit on my face and left, turning around and only saying one thing that hurt my heart. One thing he never said before.

"Go kill yourself, you worthless bitch."

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Hey! Sorr I took soooooo long to update. I have no motivation to do anything anymore and if I'm going to update again, I need you guys to encourage me to.
Have a good day you guys and gals!-
Morgan