Blooming love

Chapter 37 : After 3 months

After 3 months

Nandini's cabin ( Hospital)

Nandini's POV

It's been months since I last saw him. Truth to his words he never showed his face to me again. He even changed his doctor for his back. He is really a man of his words.
I……….. miss him. I miss him a lot. His care , his love, his teasing,his smile,his voice, his protective arms, his antics, his captivating brown chocolaty orbs, in short I miss everything about him.I never thought I'll miss him like this. In this 6 months( 4 months accident and all, two months of their separation) he made me so additic to him that now I can't stop thinking about him. He is always on my mind. Everytime I tell myself to stop thinking about him, I only end up thinking about him more.

Many things changed in these months, first let start from Hospital. After that day till the next 2 days no one said anything to me but that day Dr Sapna was exposed in front of everyone. She used to take extra money from patients, even when patients were all right and her doing plans against me was exposed like how she used to seduce my patients so that she would get cases under her. Now she can't work in any private hospitals, she's transferred to a village . Not only her, many doctors or nurses are shifted to the village who used to tease me or Neha. It's strange how only those doctors are shifted to villages who used to say rubbish about me or Neha?

Nevermind, even Dr Arjun was transferred to another Hospital. That day when he got the transfer paper he really cried in front of me but I couldn't help him. It's good he's transferring, at least he will move on from me. Another thing is Rohit, he didn't come to degrade me. It's been 9 months since I last saw him. Earlier he used to come after every 2,3 months but this time he doesn't come. why?. It's not like I love him. It's good he is not coming. My life is so peaceful without him.

Now let's come to my home, there's one thing that changes is the people in our neighborhood. Sanjana aunty comes the very next day in the evening and asks forgiveness from all of us saying that she can understand my family pain because she's also facing the same. My heart is not ready to trust her changed nature but maa forgive her and even my not so innocent baby forgive her. 

After that everyday, a new neighbor comes and asks for forgiveness. Now they start talking sweetly with us, sharing food, letting their babies play with mannat but I stop all of them because I can't trust them.

They are the same people who say the worst about us. They are the same people who forced my parents to that extent, that they married me to that Rohit. They are the same people who used to ask mannat who's her father. I can't forgive them and I can't see any of my family members with them. So, I stop my family from taking anything from them or even talking to them. It's strange how things suddenly changed in our favor.

After that incident mannat didn't talk to me for a week. For the first 2 days she stayed with Mr Malhotra then after coming home she avoided me like a plague. I asked for forgiveness from her so many times but she didn't say a word. She started talking to me after Mr Malhotra made her understand my POV when he got to know that she's avoiding me. I heard them talking by mistakely because I came home to take a patient file which I forgot by mistake. Then I heard their conversation.

I was amazed with the way how easily he understood me. He knows I didn't mean any words that day. I was frustrated with what happened that day and took out my frustrations on him. How can he be so understanding? Why can't I hate him? My heart Flattered when he said he is not angry with me but he is just angry because I slapped mannat and he is not talking to me because he respects my words and my reputation .  

Mannat came running to me in the evening and asked for forgiveness. I know Mr Malhotra will definitely be a good father.

Another thing that changes is my habits. I'm not able to believe what happened to me these days? I sleep like a log these days. I don't know why but I get peaceful sleep instead of sleepless nights. I'm not even taking my antidepressants then also I'm not getting any nightmares. How is it possible? After having dinner, I didn't even realize when sleep took over me. Then I woke up in the morning when mamma woke me up. I can't even wake-up on my own. Earlier I used to wake up around 5 am but nowadays I'm waking up around 8 or 9. My eating habits have also changed. Earlier I used to have 2 or 3 chapati in a whole day but nowadays I'm eating 6 or 7. It's strange what is happening with me?.