You're not special || Heejake

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It's been a few months since Jake had been in the hospital. He was out now, he was happier than he ever once was. Heeseung treated him sweetly and gave him what he wanted. Tho Jake's mental health was still on the line and could get bad any sworn minute.

Heeseung didn't go to work for a while only because he needed to stay by Jake and make sure he wouldn't hurt himself. Even after Jake told him to go to work Heeseung still refused. He didn't want his lover to die, or hurt himself, he wanted Jake to take care of himself so instead Heeseung took care of him. 

Heeseung wanted to prove that he could love Jake without hurting him.

The two men were sitting on the couch together, cuddled up while watching a show. "This is so childish." Heeseung mumbled. "Hey! My little pony is superior! You just don't have good taste in shows." Jake pouts while crossing his arms over his chest. Heeseung just laughs at his boyfriends reaction. "Maybe not" Heeseung mumbles as he pulls Jake onto his lap.

Jake raises an eyebrow and sits on his boyfriends lap, his back touching his chest. He felt Heeseung's strong arms around his waist and his face in his neck. "You're so clingy lately, what's up Hee..?" Jake mumbled and leaned into the touch.

"Sweetheart.. what if I said that I might start working again.." Heeseung sighed. "I don't want to leave you alone but I might lose my spot if I don't go back.." Heeseung said and refused to look at Jake. 

Money wasn't a problem for them, Heeseung always got paid well but it's the fact that hes a CEO.

Jake smiled softly and turned around, straddling his boyfriends lap. "That's okay, I've been telling you to go back to work for the past week anyway." Jake smiles softly and kisses his boyfriend. Heeseung smiles and kisses his boyfriend back. 

Their lips in sync as it slowly got sloppier. Their tongues danced with each others as Heeseung gripped Jake's waist, squeezing softly.

Jake pulls away and whimpers, looking at his boyfriend in the eyes. "You make me not want to go back to work.." Heeseung says and laughs softly along with his boyfriend. "Noo, you need to go to work. I promise I'll be fine, alright?" Jake smiles softly, he looks at his boyfriend with pure love and nothing else.

"Hmm, fine.. but if you feel down or anything text me or call me." Heeseung stated and watched as his boyfriend nodded. For the rest of the night Jake and Heeseung cuddled up together and made sure Jake found comfort being in Heeseung's arms.

"I love you" Jake says.

"I love you too" Heeseung replies.

<3

Heeseung has been working more and more by the days go on. The only reason why he was so busy was because he took off from work for his boyfriend for so long which added more paper work. Of course, he had no regrets nor would he take back any of the time that he had spent with his lover but his anger started to arise more.

His anger issues started to get worse again because of his Job and the fact that people pissed him off. He tried his best to keep his anger controlled in front of Jake but some days he couldn't control himself and lashed out at whoever, and so that's exactly what he did on this exact day.

He walked into the front door of their house and slammed the door shut. Jake who was in the bedroom on his phone, could clearly hear the slam of the door. He flinched slightly and he knew then that Heeseung was in a bad mood.

Jake quickly put his phone down and walked to the front door, checking up on his boyfriend. "Did you have a good day at work..?" Jake mumbled, trying his best not to seem nervous or scared.