You're not special || Heejake

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The couple has been fighting often more and more, after every each passing day. They both thought that they were getting healthier and that god may have answered all their prayers and wishes. But turns out maybe not.

Not only has Heeseung not touched Jake, but he has barely even talked to his lover. Jake on the other hand is avoiding Heeseung at all costs. He wouldn't talk, look, cook, clean, nothing. Anything that involved helping or talking to his lover, he wouldn't do it.

He refused.

Eventually like every person would, Heeseung got fed up with being ignored and neglected.

The older walked into the front door, only coming home from a long and busy day from work. He sighed, and walked into their shared bedroom. "Sim, can we talk?" Heeseung said and stood in the doorway.

Jake peeped up, a flash of disgust appeared on the youngers face. "About?" Jake asked, raising an eyebrow and keeping his eyes on his electronic device that's in front of him.

"I don't know.. maybe about the fact that you're ignoring me and avoiding me?! We live in the same house Jake! I don't understand what I did wrong for you to be mad at me?!" Heeseung said, almost yelling, his voice sounding pitiful.

Heeseung was tired, he wanted his boyfriend back. He wanted to have good conversations and cuddle his lover to sleep. He wanted to take him out again, but the younger wanted nothing to do with him.

"Didn't you burn me? With both a stove and a cigarette. Didn't you almost drown me? Didn't you beat me? Or I'm sorry.. was that not you?" Jake states and looks up from his phone.

Heeseung stares at his lover with a dumbfounded face. "Didn't I attempt to get therapy to fix our problems? Didn't I save you from dying out on the ground?! Didn't I take you out of the house and gave you what you wanted?!" Heeseung asked, raising his voice.

"Didn't you lie to me and start smoking?! Did you or did you not, hide me from the fucking world and keep me in this damn house for years! Did you or did you not ask for me to move in with you then you fucking ABUSE ME!" Jake yells.

"Jake."

"No, don't fucking Jake me! Do not! No sorrys or begging and pleading.. or gifts.. nothing can change the way you treated me, nothing can change the scars of my fucking body." Jake said, both of the boys had tears in there eyes.

Jake tears of anger. Heeseung's tears of disappointment. "If you want to leave so bad, I'll let you do it. But there's no way in hell I'll believe you'll leave me like that." Heeseung sniffles and wipes his tears.

Jake stands up and raises his eyebrow. "I can leave? Are you letting me leave?" Jake asks, a hint of happiness from the sounding of his voice.

"I have you wrapped around my finger, you couldn't leave even if you wanted to." Heeseung says, obviously not wanting his 'boyfriend' to leave.

"Watch me" Jake replies. A smug expression on his face. He quickly grabs his shoes, putting them on.

Heeseung watches as his lover packs up, a flash of panic floods him.

"If you leave were breaking up." Heeseung states and watches as his boyfriend doesn't stop packing. More tears flood Heeseung's eyes as he watches his soon to be.. no longer boyfriend walking out of the bedroom.

Before the younger left, he paused and stood at the doorway of their bedroom. Heeseung looked up and raised an eyebrow.

"You're not special Heeseung. You're a lost cause, a monster, a good for nothing, honestly fuck you." Jake laughs and walks away, walking out of the front door. You could hear the front door slam shut.