You're not special || Heejake

15

Jake hasn't gotten his phone back since then. It's been a few weeks and Jake hasn't forgotten about his phone but he did quit asking. At this point Jake had thought that Heeseung forgot about his phone.

Jake missed texting his friends and playing video games. The only things he could these days were watch TV in the living room, nap, or talk to his lover. And Jake did NOT want to talk to Heeseung.

Jake for a fact was still upset at his boyfriend for taking his phone and locking it up. Of course, Jake was not about to attempt to try and figure out the password to the lock just to get his phone back, he wasn't that desperate.

Sooner or later, tho, Heeseung came home from a very long and stressful day of work.. which means that he was tired and most likely upset.

Heeseung walked into the bedroom and saw Jake cleaning. He raised an eyebrow and hummed in satisfaction. "You're still cleaning?" Heeseung asked and walked up to Jake, wrapping his arms around the youngers slim waist.

"Yeah.. I only started cleaning an hour ago.." Jake mumbled and kept cleaning. Heeseung nodded and sighed. "Do you want your phone?" Heeseung asked and watched as Jake froze and turned around.

"Yes..? Is that even a question-" Jake looked up at his boyfriend and furrowed his eyebrows.

Heeseung hummed once again and nodded. He walked over to the locket and obviously un-locked it. He grabbed the youngers phone. "Here." Heeseung said and handed Jake his phone.

The younger smiled and attempted to turn it on, only to realize that it was dead. A pout crept onto Jake's face as he put the phone on the charger.

"You can.. call your friends.. if you want." Heeseung said and looked away, refusing to make eye contact with his lover. "Wait, really?" Jake asked and looked at Heeseung, a look of confusion flashed onto his face.

"Yeah.." Heeseung mumbled. "I don't mind"

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It was almost night time and Jake has been on his phone ever since Heeseung has handed it back to him. Heeseung was getting more and more annoyed by the fact that Jake wouldn't speak to him.

It's like Heeseung disappeared to Jake ever since he got 'un-grounded'.

Jake was in the bedroom, talking on the phone with his friends. While Heeseung was in the living room, sitting on the couch while watching TV.

Of course, the two being split up like that had nothing good to come. Which meaning, Heeseung decided since Jake wasn't with him, that he would smoke.. in the house.

Heeseung pulled out a cigarette from his pocket and put it in his mouth, quickly lighting it. He inhaled and then exhaled. And with that, Heeseung smoked for a couple of minutes before Jake walked out of the bedroom and saw the scene.

"That's what the smell was.. why the fuck are you smoking?!" Jake basically yelled and stared at his lover with a dumbfounded expression.

"Because why not." Heeseung said and stood up, he walked over to Jake and smirked. The older quickly inhaled once more and blew the smoke in his lover's face.

"Your fucking insane!" Jake said as he started to cough, he threw his hands around, trying his best to get the smoke away from him. "I thought you were trying to stop yet you're doing this shit in our house?!" Jake looked at him with an almost angry expression.

Tho, the younger couldn't deny that he liked the way Heeseung looked while he was smoking. He liked the way the older looked when inhaling and then blowing the smoke out. It kinda turned him on..

"Quit it." Jake said in a stern tone of voice.

Heeseung laughed and shook his head. "No."

"I said quit it! Your such a fucking narcissist, you only care about yourself! You know I hate smoking, especially the smell-"

"I don't care what you like and don't like Jake. I'm going to do what I fucking please and you cant stop me." Heeseung said and blew more smoke in Jake's face.

Jake coughed and backed away from his boyfriend. "Your such a dickhead."

"I'm what? A dickhead?" Heeseung glared at Jake before walking towards him. "I'll be more of a dickhead if I stick this fucking cigarette in your eye." Heeseung threatened. It was obvious he wasn't actually going to do it but Jake didn't know that. Considering what Heeseung has done in the past, he didn't want to test him.

"What-.. are you crazy?!" Jake looked at his boyfriend and kept backing up away from him.

"Don't fucking run from me. You want to be all big and bold and insult me, you want to try and control me knowing damn well you can't." Heeseung glared. Jake could tell Heeseung was going to do something but he couldn't tell what, he just sensed it.

Heeseung then quickly grabbed the youngers arm and gripped him, dragging him closer. "L-let go of me!" Jake said and struggled getting out of Heeseung's hold. "Let go please!" Jake yelled and started to cry.

Not only was the younger scared but he also didn't know how to feel at this moment. He knew.. he had a feeling, a gut feeling.. that Heeseung was planning to hurt him or something.. but how?

Heeseung didn't say anything and instead kept holding onto Jake's arm. "If you keep struggling i'm going to fucking burn you!" Heeseung said struggling to keep a tight hold on a struggling Jake.

Jake thought that was a threat but it wasn't. Heeseung had a cigarette in his hand and Jake in his other, trying to keep him still. "Stop fucking moving!" Heeseung yelled and burned Jake, by accident.

It was the first time Heeseung actually didn't mean to do something, he didn't mean to inflict harm onto his boyfriend but he did.

Jake whimpered and roughly pulled back. "What the fuck!" Jake yelled and groaned. "Seriously?!" Jake felt the burn and of course it hurt, but it hurt less than anything else Heeseung has done. Also considering the fact that he's been burned on a stove, this was nothing.

"I didn't mean to! For fuck sakes, you kept moving even after I told you to stop!" Heeseung yelled and looked at Jake with a dumbfounded expression but also with sorry eyes, considering the fact that it was by accident. "I warned you!"

Jake had a thought that Heeseung did it on purpose because that's normally how things end for them. But maybe his so-called gut feeling, was wrong for once. "Thats so bullshit! You did that on purpose!" Jake said, not wanting to believe his lover. "You threatened me!"

"If I did it on purpose then why am I telling you now, that I did it by accident, when all the other times I did anything on purpose, I walked away and didn't say anything?!" Heeseung asked, it was a fair point.

Jake froze and groans. He gives his lover a quick glare before running off into their shared bedroom, slamming the door shut behind him. Not only was Jake upset by the fact that he had gotten burned by a cigarette but he was upset that Heeseung was right.

His lover was hardly ever right and when he was Jake hated it. He hated admitting and saying sorry to his boyfriend. He wanted Heeseung to always be wrong, he wanted Heeseung to be the bad guy, not him.

Maybe Jake wasn't so innocent after all...

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I have an idea for the turn of this book and I don't know if I should pull through with it but I kinda want to... IDK... But I can spoil that the abuse will be stopping soon in the next few chapters :P... I already have everything planned out for this book >:)