LONG TIME COMING.

what would i do without you

˚   ༘   .˚    you know.. this was a long time coming. ୭    ˚.   ᵎᵎ

✮. | YOU feel like home. You feel like warm hands stuffed in pockets during winter. You feel like happiness in a human embodiment. You feel like everything i have ever wanted. You feel like love.

You look like my favorite memory. You look like my future. You look like the stars were hung for you. You look like everything i have ever needed. You look like love.

You are my beating heart. You are my final breath. You are the ground i will be buried in. You are the water that greets me when it rains. You are everything to me. You are love.

i will only ever want you. i will only ever pick you. i will only ever need you. I will only ever love you.

Its always been YOU.

< i tried to be good.

you always are. >

˓ ⌗ — ha seunghee
( played by: riina of h1-key.                where's my love.
"but what if i'm not happy down the road! i'm tired of pretending that i'm not tired, that i don't know that people don't like me, that this sunshine person you think that i am is true! i'm exhausted. what if you tire of me because it'll be too hard, what if you decide i'm not worth fixing, and what if i give up? what if this was all i was meant to be!"

˓ ⌗ — choi jongho
( as himself.                       the night that we met.
"somedays i lay in this bed and wonder if i made the right decision to pursue this life. don't look at me like that, it's not easy to be the son of who i am and you know that. i love singing, i love ateez, but i also love being able to breathe without worrying over a potential issue. the restrictions, the rules, the lifestyle...it's not easy and somedays i wonder what i would be doing if i listened to them."