I have written around twenty-nine books. I think they're good, since they're so silly. Today, March 8 2024, I talked to someone from my old group therapy. They're nice, and I think they're a pretty swell person. I can't believe they found me, I never thought they would! To be fair, it has been a while since I've been in group therapy. Anyway, back to school things. There's someone I really hate, and you know him as Joseph. Joseph is so annoying! He makes life so much more difficult that it has to be. I have tried to be his friend, but he made it so I couldn't. As I've said before, he is a mean person. He has made me question everything I do and say.
I don't like it in math, except for my friends and the teacher. Mrs Chava makes it much more fun than most math teachers. In ELA, the teacher is nice, and we'll call him Mr Wilfred. Mr Wilfred is nice, but others think he's weird. I don't understand why. All I know is that he is nice. Well, other than that, my science teacher, Mr Jun, is also nice! My social studies teacher, who we'll call Ms Alison, makes me smile. Every time she sees me, she seems happy! I like making people happy. It's my job after all! As a person, other people deserve to be happy, including me. Ms Alison makes me smile too. Although she can't see it, I smile every time I see her. I feel happy because of all my teachers. Oh! I also gotta tell you about my elective teachers, who we'll call Ms Ivory and Ms Carina.
Ms Ivory is my art teacher, and she used to let us have our phones out. But. . . someone got her class in trouble. I personally don't mind, but others might care. Today was dress like a teacher day, and I took part in it! I wore a guildwars shirt, pocket pants, and a cardigan. I absolutely love my outfit for the day. Can't wait to see if it counts. Anyway, I finished all of my art projects. I have absolutely nothing to do at all. Other than writing this book. This is like a journal, except I address you guys, the readers. Recently, someone I know from school saw me without my mask. They told me the next day, which I was NOT happy about. I want to have some ice cream, because I'm hungry. But I don't have any with me! Obviously. It would be weird if I did though. And funny. Very funny.
Anyways, back to storytelling. In math, someone we'll call Anderson said something not so nice. He said the N word. And he's white. That wasn't okay for him to do. To be honest, I don't really like him either. He's done it before, but I hope he doesn't do it again. It would be HORRIBLE! Honestly, I can't with middle school. No one cares about what the kids do, unless it has to do with what they're wearing. That's what I find weird about this school. NO ONE CARES! But I do. I care. I want it to stop! But it gets worse before it gets better. . . right? I hope so, because I can barely take it anymore. But. . . I found some good mottos. My current motto is, "United we stand, united we conquer," or something like that. I feel like that's a good motto. I've also been really into puzzle games recently.
I found this one game, it's called Fe(Pronounced fae). It's criminally underrated, to be honest. I beat it, and the story is really interesting and heartwarming. I went back and I'm trying to get all the collectables. I want to get every achievement in the game. To be honest, school break just finished and I'm in school as I write this story. One day in, not even finished, and I'm already on the verge of a breakdown. Another day, another slay as they say. No one actually says that, I just made that up. But I've been trying to keep my act together but to no avail, sadly. Anyway, my name is Aspen, and I'm turning fourteen soon. My name is Aspen, and I write many books and poems. Anyway, enough about me. Let's talk about you. The reader.
So, reader. How's life? Not good? What's wrong about it? Ah, I see. People are mean. I get it. People CAN be mean, and that'll never change. But you gotta look at the bright side of life, reader. So listen to me and listen closely. As I've said, things get worse before they get better, but IT ISN'T TRUE! So what you gotta do is look on the happy side, the bright side, ignore the bullies, ignore the bad stuff, because you(probably) have a gosh darn good life. Better than some people, that is. You probably don't have the best life, and I can say the same. But it won't get better if you don't let it. You HAVE to let it get better, you have to believe in yourself too, otherwise you won't get any better. Anyways. . . I'll tell you a little more about my life. I'm usually very anxious about pretty much anything. OH! Also, I'm going to an art walk in October of this year. I'll fill you in.
I'm a very stressed out person, to say the least. I'm writing like, eight books right now! My family has to understand that I can't live up to their expectations ever, one, because I'm autistic, two, because I have ADHD, three, I literally CAN'T be a perfect little prissy princess. I don't want to be a prissy princess either. I literally don't. Anyway, I need one more ending for hollow knight! I can't get it though, because it's too difficult. I want it so bad, but everytime I try I fail. Like in real life, I fail at everything I do. I used to listen to lovejoy, but I stopped when I found out about Wilbur Soots' abuses. I want to support him, but it's just too difficult.
