Black Widow

Chapter 2

Natashas POV

The sound of the roaring engines filled the dead space as no one spoke apart from the occassional talk from the pilot in the comms. We all sat in silence then I suddenly feel a teardrop on my cheek, I quickly wiped it away. The aircraft touched down and slowly came to a halt, the hatch opened to reveal the helicarrier. I stepped out first, another plane was beside it, a body bag was placed on top of a fold up medic bed with wheels, I looked up to see it moving towars indoors, I stop and stare at it, my eyes become glassy and a couple of tears escape, but Inalso wipe them away. Then all of a sudden I feel a warm harm rested on my shoulder, I turned it was Steve, he gave me a sympathetic smile and he also had glassy eyes, he wrapped his arms around and gave me a hug, his whole body was warm, it was so nice, more and more tears were flooding out of my eyes as Steve hugged me tight

"I am here for you, if you need a shoulder to cry on, or if you need to talk I will always....always be here for you okay" he said while his head was resting on my heading. We both let go, and suddenly it got cold, the warmth of Steve's body had left me, I look at him in the eye, and give him a friendly smile. Tony, Bruce and Thor were behind us, it was embarassing but I needed a hug. We all walked inside and headed to the brigde. Only one thought had been in my mind 'Clint saved me, and I didn't save him' I felt guilty and angry for not saving him, and I couldn't do anything, he was my best friend and he saved me more times than I could remember and he was gone. We entered the brigde where Fury was giving us each a sympathetic glances to each of us. We sat around the round table. Steve was next to me, Tony next to to Steve, Bruce was next to Tont and Thor was next to Bruce, while Fury was standing behind a chair. Fury was first to say something

"My condonlences to each of you, Clint was a great agent and will be saidly missed" I was angry at him

"You thinks that's all he was, an agent, he was friend, and avenger, a father and a husband, he wasn't just one of your guinea pigs to do whatever you wanted him to do, he was a humam being that died because of this stupid world trying to kill a threat that would have killed many people."

I stood up and stomped out of the room, leaving everyone shocked at my remark. I ran out into corridors, but stopped after a while, I started to cough so I started to slow down until a complete stand still, tears rolling down my cheeks, but this time I didn't bother wiping them away I leaned against a wall and slid down to thr ground, my raised my knees and put my arms around them, then I rested my head on my knees, I could hear footsteps, they were agents walking by, probably thinking I was having some sort or hissy fit, I didn't care, I had never experienced this kind of sadness, back in the Red Room they taught me how to not feel emotion and be strong even at the worst of times, but I didn't have the strength to be strong, not now anyway. Then suddenly I felt a body sitting next to me, it was warm. I looked up to see it was Steve.

I then rested my head on my shoulder while he put his arm around me conforting me, I felt cozy and safe.

"Your going to be okay, we will help eachother get throuh this, whatever it takes, We will help eachother pick up the pieces, and I promise you, I will never leave you until the day I die" His voice was soothing and calming, and It was nice for him to comfort me with his words because I knew then that for once in my whole life I was not alone.