"i fucking hate that michael kid" luke yelled, taking a sip of his mocha
"he's ok" i squinted my eyes, the sun was shining so bright
"you know that, that bryn girl?" luke stopped leaning against the brick wall of the outside of the Cream Bean Cafe to look me in the eye, seriously.
"no, who's that?"
"a girl...the girl that keeps looking at you.." he looks down
"a girl named bryn that keeps looking at me?" i raised an eyebrow
"nevermind"
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ding, dong
i walk towards the front door, opening it to reveal a girl with short velvet hair, smiling nervously and tugging at her purple sweater sleeves, i recognised her.
"calum?" she smiled
"ryan?" i widen my eyes
ryan was my first real crush, but we were best friends.
ever since pre-school, we grew up together. sharing the same stories, laughing together, doing everything together, she made me who i am today and i would be no-where without her. ninth grade, the worse year for me. she left school, people were so mean to her, i really, really tried my hardest to protect her but it only made it worse, and i always thought of her leaving was my fault, i didn't back her up enough, and now i feel even worse because i'm dating her bully. but i was in love with ryan and i never really gave up on her, there was still a part of me that loves her still. and sienna is just nothing to me, never was, i'm a stupid boy.
without anything else said we hugged, i was without a shirt on either but it's not like she's never seen me without it.
"i missed you ryan, why did you leave me?" before you know it, i was a crying mess, my manliness vanishing. "why did you leave me ryan?"
"calum, stop crying. i'm back, okay, i'm back" still in my arms, she wiped away my silly tears with her cheek, i, returning the favour for her.
"did you know i loved you?" i looked up, at her eyes, the sweet big, brown eyes.
"i know, you loved me..i loved you too. in fact, i still do" she grinned
and in that moment, i filled the silence, the tension with something i have always wanted to do, despite sienna, despite all the wrong things i have done i did it anyway. i kissed her, i pressed my rough lips against her soft ones and nothing could ever beat this passionate moment, a moment in my life i will never regret doing. but i don't deserve her.
"i dont-i dont deserve you" i gulped, trying to get rid of the big lump in my throat
"calum i love you" she leaned in closer to look me in the eyes
"i love you" i smiled, kissing her once again, it felt so good, like fireworks.
she was the only thing in my life that mattered, and i that small piece of me that still loved her, became the the biggest.
"i'm coming back to dalton"
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RYAN IS KATHRYN PRESCOTT NO EXCEPTIONS BYE IJFWOIJOEIRFJIOER
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