we are people // 5sos

six - bryn

luke is the most irritating person alive, and now, i have to go to school to not only be repeatedly stabbed in the brain by the hurtful difficulty of geometry but i am being poked by the most obnoxious, self-centred douche. luke hemmings.
when did he start appearing and caring about my own personal issues? he barely knows me but he acts like he's the only person that does!
but what he actually does know is that i do like calum, but it seems like he's got a whole lot of problems to deal with from what i saw today.
this new girl, 'ryan' as calum recalls her after shouting her name out and running after her and it seems as if sienna knows ryan, but the thing is, ryan seems like a really sweet girl being thrown down by a bitch. i wish i could've help but it was not any of my business.

"hello miss bryn" luke smirks as he pulls the chair out next to me for his stupid ass to sit on

"fuck off hemmings, im sick and tired of you bothering me all the time! what is wrong with you? you dont even try to get to know me, you just judge me! you're like everybody else in this hell of a school. actually, even worse!" i spat, standing up and crossing my arms furiously

it was quite scary actually, you could see the madness in his eyes, his lips were sealed.

i took my books and moved to an empty seat at the back of the classroom, then our hot geometry teacher came and class started without any interruptions.
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"wow, powerful speech bryn, i should get speech therapy lessons from you" i told dan about what i said to luke, he applauded and worshipped my excellent words

"he looked a bit mad though, i kind of felt scared"

"dont be, i'll be here to back you up" dan said "okay, free period, to cream bean we go!"

at cream bean

we found seats under an umbrella outside, since we enjoy sitting outside then inside because we spend most of our lifetime inside our shells at home anyway.

"fuck" i muttered under my coffee-scented breath "he's here"

i hate when things interrupt you whilst you are calm and relaxed, doing something you love doing, and that moment is right now.

"dude he looks pretty mad" dan laughed

luke and calum were walking towards the cafe. calum looked stressed, running his hands through his amazing hair and luke looked mad and upset, and i know it was because of me and i felt slightly sorry.

before i had the chance to go underneath the table and hide from misery and embarrassment, he glanced at me, piercing blue eyes while biting that lip ring of his.

i can't not admit, he looked so, so.....
tremendously attractive.

fuck, no.

"ok, mind reading time! i am going to say you are thinking about how tremendously attractive he looked when he stared at your direction with those blue eyes while tugging at his lip ring with his teeth" dan showed his pearly whites

"what the fuck dan" i looked at him, blinking repetitively in amazement, how did he do it?

"i know you too well. besides, i'm gay, i feel you" he raised his eyebrows, "but honey, not luke hemmings." he waved his index finger in front of my eyes

"not..." i look down

how could this be?
luke hemmings, attractive?
i definitely need to sort myself out.