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Mut Feels Empty....

Mut. Semut Hitam. of course everyone knows him as a silly guy , funny. get along so well with anyone. But Mut also need his personal space. he was a cheerful guy of course he was always fine.  He was always smilling , he's kind in his own way. he made sure no one felt forgotten
even if they forget him...sometimes...

But that doesn't really matter. He just want people he loves most happy.

But these few passed months Mut was acting...oddly...weird. he's quite . he's not smilling , laugh nor anything..he was looking all...blury. they wondered why . they asked and asked , text , calls , messages and even coming to his place and workplace but got ghosted. As time passed they seems to give up...sadly.

they forget his existence,  his face , voice , laugh...everything.  It was like...Mut wasn't even there at the first place. They don't seems like they care if Mut was dead. I bet they don't even recognise his name.

' Semut Hitam '

Mut wondered where's all his friends. they stopped contacting him...maybe they change their numbers...?  it's been 8 years we're  25 now of course they would change everything. 8 years is a long journey. Fluffie probably broke his phone and then buy a new one with a new number. Ryan always change his phone two years once. Nazrul must have accidentally slipped his phone in the water again. Toro phone probably broke because Toro would make it falls too much. Bing probably overcharged her phone again.

8 years..

i have ghosted them for 8 years...if i text them they probably won't even remember me.

I felt so empty...

i need some times to think that i ghosted all of you...

I felt ugly...

I felt lost...

I'm Sorry...

I was a bad friend. Really...I am so sorry...even tho you guys have forgotten me...

I'm Sorry...Truly...