Woke up the next day, and unfortunately I did something very stupid last night.
I had sex with Lando.
Juliette was gonna hate me and I hated myself too. But I was just so attracted to him, I couldn't deny him anything when he looked at me, all horny and turned on.
If his eyes weren't enough, then you can even imagine what his naked body against mine did to me.
His arms, his chest, his veins popping out, his necklace dangling down my body as he kissed me all over, his moans in my ear.
All that combined with a couple of drinks... yeah I was a goner.
I also should've kicked him out yesterday night, but I didn't. Instead we fell asleep next to each other.
And today, when I woke up, his arms were around me, his body pressed against mine.
"Good morning pretty baby" he mumbled, kissed my shoulder and moaned a little as he pulled me closer.
And you know that feeling when someone says something and your heart skips a beat? You feel the butterflies from your stomach to your throat.
That's what he did to me.
"You need to leave" I said as I got up. Grabbed my clothes from the floor where we threw them last night. "Why? We can go to the paddock together?"
"No, Juliette is gonna come to bring Jace, she can't see you here" I threw his shirt to him. A shirtless Lando is something I couldn't deal with right now.
He groaned a little, but he still did what I asked. He got up, put his pants and shirt on. "Then I'll see you at the hospitality?"
"No, I will be at the Red Bull hospitality"
"Why?" He asked, he was genuinely confused. Weird, because I thought it was pretty obvious.
This was a one time thing, this would never happen again.
"What do you mean, why? Because this doesn't change anything" I already walked to the door, to give him the hint he had to go.
"It does? We had sex, wasn't it good or something?"
It was absolutely perfect. It was good, so good.
"Lando.." I sighed. "This was just closure, I think we both needed it"
"I don't need closure, I need the opposite" he walked up to me.
"We will talk about it later" I shrugged, opened the door. "You really need to go now"
He walked out, but just before I wanted to close the door after him, he put his hand against the door, holding it open.
"It wasn't a mistake for me Rae, I miss you, I love you, I would do everything for you"
He looked at me, he was so handsome. There was no one else who did what he did to me.
No, don't give in Rae. Be strong.
"Okay, we will talk later, Lando. Have a nice day" I smiled, closed the door and sighed.
Stupid idiot - why the fuck did you sleep with him?
I took a shower, trying to forget that Lando kissed me all over my body, got dressed and got ready to go to the paddock.
Juliette knocked on my door half an hour later, she was holding Jace, which was weird because he could walk already.
"He's sick" she said as she walked in, put him down on my bed. "What's wrong with him?" I asked.
"He has a fever, says his tummy hurts as well" she looked at me, sat down on the bed next to him. "I think he needs to rest"
I nodded, sat down on the bed as well. All this traveling definitely tired him down.
Juliette looked around, frowned a little and grabbed something from the floor.
"What is this?" She asked, held up Lando's necklace. His signature necklace.
"That's uh-I don't kn-" I stuttered. "That's daddy's necklace" Jace said with a little smile.
Juliette's face dropped, raised her eyebrow at me. "Seriously?"
I smiled at her, shrugged my shoulders. "Don't know how it got there, weird.."
