And the pain of missing you more trumps the pain of you leaving.
The absence of your presence in my life kills me more than your departure.
I loved you with every piece of me, that when you left, you took every shattered piece of me with you.
I'm so lost without you, I can barely recognise myself anymore.
While my head is on the ground in prostration, your name is heard all the way in the heavens above. My unanswered prayer.
I need you so bad, that it kills me to realise that without you there was no me.
I have to be brave, for I know nothing else other than that.
Patience. For I know you will come back, my heart is betraying me. It's slowly giving up on the idea of us.
Pain.
This feeling is suffocating me. One I cannot describe. The feeling of losing myself, the feeling of letting myself shatter. I'm scared.
