𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄. blue lock

Only him?

You thought about it. Maybe it was not that they liked him more than you. Maybe they just saw him first. Humanity did that. You tried your best to understand it. That you were important to more than just Rin. Still, you were glad he checked up on you. You had ghosted everyone for hours that day. You drowned in your wasteful thoughts. They were so self-deprecating.

But the second you picked up your phone, your eyes widened. Maybe it wasn't only him they cared for. 89 missed calls. So many from different people. Everyone was calling you. Even Ness. Even the one person there who disliked you. Raichi had called, too. He had checked up on you because he felt the need to. He grew worried with each passing moment you didn't respond to anyone.

There was someone there who called the most. They texted, too. They did everything they humanly could. Hiori. Of course it was him. You were so glad it was him. Your brother. You knew your own sibling would never in this world abandon you. He would never put anybody on this dumb planet before you. Never. Obviously, you felt too guilty not to reply. But in a way, it was so irritating.

Prisoners

Lil hiori
Will you guys shut up?

Hiori
Y/n, what happened?

Isagi
Are you okay?

Rin
Guys just shut the fuck up, she just asked u to fucking deaf

Reo
Sorry, Y/n

Hiori
Take a deep breath, I'm here for you. I am, I promise. Fuck the pokemon or whatever his name is.

Rin
Hiori can I go over to her?

Lil hiori
What makes you think I want you here (I do)

Rin
I'm on my way.

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All you were able to do was wait for the boy. The feet beneath you clicking in a rhythm. You sighed. You looked like shit. You hadn't seen Rin in a while. You felt bad because of it, but now you were dreading human interaction more than anything. You knew you needed someone, but it did not have to be someone who makes you so weak and out of control. You didn't want to lose the control you had over your feelings.

He would be back. You sighed. "Fucking hell, I look horrible." The words escaped your mouth in a whisper. It's not like you were trying to look pretty for him. You knew it was exactly that. How could you not? That man was so effortlessly beautiful it was impossible. You, too, were the most beautiful creature on this planet, but you had to try. You had to go wash your face, do your hair. And these clothes made you look like a homeless person in your own house.

It made no sense to you. You didn't understand it one bit. You couldn't. However, you did understand your need to see him. To feel him. You stood up from the ground carefully. You feet trudging against the floor as you walked.

The faint brush of metal as you pushed open your room door. The house was so sickeningly empty. It was horrible. Almost disgusting. It wasn't as if you lived alone, but it often felt like so. You got changed. You looked approachable finally. A sigh escaping your lips at how self conscious he made you feel. All because you wanted to look nice for him. That was really it.

Slowly, you relaxed. But that relaxation was so short-lived as the bell rang, insinuating Rin's arrival. You nervously turned open the handle. "Y/n." His voice sounding much louder than it actually was. It was your only focus. His voice sounded concerned. So focused on you and the sound of your name. The way your eyes were tinted red as you glanced up at him. "Rin?" Your acknowledgement coming off more as a question than it really was.

Do you want to. He had so many things he wanted to share with you. Because somehow, it wasn't so lukewarm being around you. It was almost perfect. "It's okay." As if on cue, your eyes became watery. "I promise they're worried too." They were. They were and you knew that. You knew your thoughts were foolish. But he didn't make it seem like so.

He let you indulge in such delusions as you let the waterfall run. His shirt instantly soaking up as your head cradled into him. He led you to the chair carefully. He sat down for a while. Your head on his chest as you tried to regain composure. "I'm sorry." But you weren't berated. "Shh, it's okay. I promise, my girl "

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Sorry it's so late. But wattpad is being awful right now

And I've had school stuff and exam period was just recently. Either way, eat well, sleep well and hydrate. Be healthy but if not, I'll give you my elixir