𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄. Blue Lock

J. Raichi 【1/1】

𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘, 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐑𝐘 —➠Jingo Raichi

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 girl is so pretty, but I feel like an observer. I feel like I simply stand there waiting for her to notice me. I don't mean to do that. I don't mean to do that at all. If I'm not something to her, then I'm nothing to her.

I'm too great to sit here and be nothing to her. So, I keep sitting. I keep telling myself I'm better than this in my head, but I'm not. I don't know; I've never been so compelled to someone before. I've never felt a magnetic force trying to get together with a person.

Except with her. Y/n, this girl has made me feel way more than I was prepared for. That's why I'm sitting here staring at a ceiling aimlessly. I've trained, I've played, but nothing takes my mind off her. Nothing can do it.

Nobody else here feels like that, but I know that's a lie. Everybody seems to be grasping for her, and I'm so far behind. Still, I wish she would sit there thinking about me sometimes, too.

Truly, it's so pathetic. However, for a girl like her, isn't it okay to be a little desperate sometimes? "I'm busy, cover for me." I stand up. I need to do something, anything, to make me stop thinking of her.

I don't know a cure better than the person itself. "Where you going?" Isagi asks me. I bet she likes Isagi, but I'm much cooler. I'm really good. I'm just better for her, and I think that's it. I think I'm only better for her because I tell myself I am.

Still, I really like the girl. Isn't that enough to deserve her? Because i'm never going to sit and whine that I don't deserve her because I so desperately want her, and if I get a chance to have what I want, I will take it. "To  make a really stupid mistake." He sighs. "Everything you do is already stupid, but go on."

Either way, I would have still left. I left. I walked these streets, and I scrolled and scrolled to remember where I was going. I took a taxi. I bought candy. I did all these stupid clichés because maybe it'll make her like me a little more.

Because I would do anything to make her like me. Anything at all in this world. It's why I stand there waiting outside her door. My hands don't shake. I think I'm confident. I'm not confident that she wants me, but I'm just not scared.

I think it's better than I'm not a nervous wreck because I have words I need to use. I have a lot of words I need to get out of my mind. I just don't know if they'll actually come out of my throat in vocal sounds.

Despite that, there's no way I'm running away from it now. There is no way I could turn around and walk away. She likes candy. She likes it when I call her candy. I like it when she likes. I like the shit she calls me. I like everything about this girl.

Never in my life will I like anything more than this girl. No, not even football. Not even that compares to the girl I'm desperate for. I've always thought football was the best thing in the world, but I was foolish before tasting this feeling.

This feeling that reels you into someone even more desperately than before. I'll never in my life be regretful of tasting such a glorious thing. It's perfect. All of it is perfect.

Falling in love with her is perfect.

𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵? — ➠Y/n Hiori

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄'𝐒 a feeling residing in my heart that I can't describe. There's a voice replaying inside every part of me, wishing for something, someone. I keep denying who that someone is, but I don't know how much longer I can do it.

So, I won't. My thoughts are cut short at the knock of a door. It's my door. My mind tells me it's him even though it's probably not. I run to the door. My parents are home. It's him. It's the boy who's been plaguing my mind like a fucking disease.

Jingo Raichi is standing outside my door with a packet of my favourite candy. "Hey, Rai.." My voice comes out softer than I intended, but it's okay. It feels right.

He looks at me again. He pulls me closer to him with no warning at all. I close the door behind us, and now I'm standing outside with him. I'm watching the sunset and him. He looks so pretty standing there. I've never seen anything quite like it.

I've never seen something so violent so gentle. I've never seen something quite so beautiful. Then again, I've never really seen him. I've seen him, but I can't say I saw him. I have now, and I want to see him over and over again.

"I got you something, candy." I think I might freak if he calls me that again. It's not a bad thing, but it's dangerous. I'm scared my heart won't be able to stop, and I'll die. I don't want to die before even kissing him.

That look on his face is so enticing. A satisfied smile forms on his lips. Oh, God, those lips. "You know, when I first met you, you said you were going to marry me." I did. Fuck, why did I say that? I didn't think I'd actually want to he his in the future.

Even so, how could I not want to be? Especially when he looks at me with those eyes. He looks at me like he wants all of me, and I'm so desperate to give it to him. "Me? I think you have the wrong one."

He sighs. I've never seen a person look so playfully irritated, but it's a good look. It's a really good look on him. "No, I think it's you. What? Don't tell me you take it back." He gives me the candy. I think our hands touch, or I'm just so addicted that I imagined it.

Maybe the latter. I don't specifically mind if I am. "Do you want me to take it back?" I know I'm playing a stupidly dangerous game here, but I can't even help it. "No, no, I don't." I'm glad he doesn't.

Nobody speaks for a while. "I'm going to kiss you." The words leave his lips, and I freeze. Freeze because I really want him to.

So he kisses me at sunset.

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CHAPTER END
(Fic is over but people really liked Raichi n I felt bad soo)

I love raichi again smh

Eat well, sleep well and hydrate. Never known a person as beautiful as you, really. I don't think it'll change, so take care of yourself.